Line in heaven

@jcmile (16)
October 15, 2009 8:53am CST
I am in the process of recovering from the lost of my father. He died due to cardiac arrest. Since I grew up without him, when I got a call from my relatives that he died that night I didnt feel like crying and even seing his weak I couldnt feel something bad but worries because he left his two young siblings. I questioned myself why I didnt feel like others when their love ones died they cried out loud. Do you think I am not a normal because I dont feel to cry for his lost. I really need your opinion..
1 response
@syankee525 (6293)
• United States
15 Oct 09
sorry for your loose. i think you dont have the same feeling as others because there wasn't a bond there between the two of you. what you feel is normal, nothing wrong with it. i think anyone in your place would feel the same, and might have question why he wasn't in your life. but maybe now you can get to know his other children and then get to know him from them, good luck