My Grandmother's Untimely Death - How to Cope and Move On

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My Grandmother died recently because of a heart attack. It is too painful because she was the one who took care of me when my parents got divorced and left me to my grandparents. But what's more painful is that I wasn't with her when it happened.. She got hospitalized for three days and I called her on the first day telling her that I will be home soon so I could take care of her. But on the third day, a day before I come home to her, she died of a heart attack.. I was up that night and before it happened I had this very sad feeling the whole day, like I'm so depressed but didn't know why. Just thinking about her death right now makes me teary.. It has been like a month ago but I don't know why I can't move on. I am still in pure loneliness whenever I think of her. How do people cope up on this kind of situations? Specially when I can't accept the fact that she was already OK in the hospital and suddenly dies of a heart attack we never knew about.