Without a Doubt

United States
November 14, 2006 8:07pm CST
sometimes it feels like I'm killing myself not really dealing with myself just leaving that job for you and when i do that i feel so scat as if all of my emotions were all over and i can't take care of myself but as much as i need you i need to know that i can still take care of myself and if anything happens between the sorrow and the pain and the blame that i'll feel for all of the moments to come that may be killed by events unspoken or pokin into our lives as a surprise that we didn't expect i want to know that i can get through my motivation you and God most of all and though i fall and swallow my spit everytime that i hit the ground i'll turn back around for all of mankind and be the mind that helps them out in thier moments of doubt but since you're still fine and going to be mine one day if not now i'll figure out how to get by on one alibi after the next so as not to vex our fate to be because you are to me what Adam was to Eve or Eve to Adam you see i'll try to let be what you want me to let be but know that i can't stop from caring and sharing a moment a laugh or a thought is more bought than anyone can exceed and i need you for me and not to be with another because whether or not you fought against me or for i can't give you up or ask for more you are what i want i'll work til the end and when the day comes then we can mend the space that we allowed the void that came out and be closer without a doubt
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