I Can`t Cry.......Did it happens to you...

Hello Drsunny, I know how you feel,this happen to me,and still happening to me right now. I am a very emotional person,my friends used to call me "sentimental fool" becoz i cried easily. But things had changed a lot. After trials and sad/bad things happened...my heart get numbed,and that time i slowly get tired of crying. The reason i know why i can't cry hard enough now is...when i am asking the person who caused all the pain can't give me definite answer why he keeps hurting me. Everytime he done mistakes,i asks him why,he can't give me answer and keep saying "he loves me"...he loves me and still he keeps hurting me. I surrendered,my mind stop thinking for whatever reason where did i gone wrong,i stopped thinking why...and my heart stop beating. I realized that,i get tired of everything,and my eyes were tired of crying for nothing. And i also realized why should i be wasting my tears for the person who doesn't deserve even a drop of it. And crying won't help resolve my problems too,tears should be reserve for much better cause it must be shed of.