Christmas this year,how do you it?

I will visit my father at home tomorrow evening and have dinner with him and other relatives. After that, I will go back home and celebrate Christmas eve with my boyfriend. It will be our Christmas together because we used to celebrate Christmas with our own family many years ago. I want this Christmas to be very special even if we don't have much foods. Sharing moments together will I guess be enough to celebrate a merry Christmas.

My plans for this Christmas is of course spend my time with my wife, kids, parents and relatives. We will celebrate from Christmas eve until the Christmas day and then pray together, go to church at Christmas together and then celebrate it it peacefully and happily. Advance Merry Christmas!

My plan to do is, to spend more time MyLotting. Even at Christmas. The start of December brought a very big surprise to me. I fell in love with a girl who I think is also attracted to me. I was supposed to date the girl all throughout Christmas season. The problem is, we have different culture and religion. In this time of writing, someone (who share similar core values and beliefs with her) is already dating her, going to disco, etc. In our religion, we are not encouraged to go discoing. I know she enjoyed the company. I cannot help but accept the fact that we are not for each other. It hurts to me. To compensate for this feeling, I'm thinking of changing my masterplan for this Christmas like forgetting about the girl and spend my time MyLotting.

Well, Christmas morning will be like a regular day for us. But, remembering what happen the night before. I mean, the Christmas Eve. I'll be spending my Christmas Eve with my family and my boyfriend. =)