When someone you have trust for stabbs you in the back.

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Okay so here's the thing. My cousin did something that really hurt me, eventhough it doesn't sound like something that really would hurt someone. She comes over and wants to meet up with this guy that she met on the internet, not the best idea but he lived around here so I thought we could all meet up in a public place. So what does she do? She gives him my address and he comes here to meet her for the first time. Of course I was mad at her for doing something like that but he seemed to be a fairly nice guy so I let it go. He brought his friend over as well, so that we all could talk, at this point I already know that she just wanted him to bring a friend so they could try to hook me up with him while they went off and did whatever they wanted to do. We all hang out for a bit, getting to know eachother well, then they leave. Before they even got the chance to come over and hang out, I make the biggest mistake I could ever have made in my life, I out my neck on the line for her. I lied to my parents, lost years of trust I had built up with them, and even almost got myself in deep trouble. But, for my cousin she decides that wasn't enough for her. She knew what I was doing for her and she knew she could get more out of me so she invites him over the next day. Now at this point I'm so ticked off I can't even look at her or him for that matter. This time, he came alone, no friend. I had told her before hand to tell him to bring his friend back over so I had someone to talk to while they hooked up. Well, she never told him that and he came alone, with the intentions that I was just going to walk away and let them do whatever they wanted. My cousin told me that she wouldn't let that happen, that she wasn't going to ditch me for him... Well, she did. They went around the side of the house and started to make out. I tried to talk them out of doing anything and they ignored me. So I walked back into the house, leaving them out there so ticked off I couldn't even think. My parents wanted to know where she was and I told them. They told me to go get her and tell him that he had to leave now or else they would go out there and break it up themselves. So I went out there and told him that he had to leave and told her to get inside at that moment. I stand by the door and they keep kissing, taking their sweet time. When he finally leaves, she thinks that everything will be just fine between us, but I just ignore her like she ignored me. Oh, and did I mention ther I'm younger than she is??? She's 18 and I'm 17 and here I am acting like the older one. I still am upset with her, and she now has lost all of my trust. I broke down and told my parents the whole story, now they've forgiven me and everything's alright with them. I just don't know if I should forgive her for almost runing everything I have.