lover for a night!

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Things happen for a reason ( as how they always say it!) but what reasons would there be for the things that are happening to me.. Why do I always have the urge of involving myself in complicated situations with men?? It feels like, it feels so good every time I sense their weaknesses! Moment by moment, provoking their being unfaithful.. Slowly exposing their unwanted inner desires! REFUSING yet yearning for it! DENYING yet wanting for more! EVADING yet loving it! What could be more confusing...? Conscience is nowhere to be found, Like a killer so willing to ignore the GUILT! Why do I always attack every piece of happiness that comes my way? (even if it's just for a while)... When will I get tired of filling in their discontentment from the person they truly love? Shouldn't be feeling LUCKY? coz the times we share, are the only time we're filling in each others needs .. No arguments, no misunderstanding, no dull moments... Making the most out of the every single second we have! But the fact, remains, it's just an EMPTY BLISS!