Bad father

He definitely doesn't deserve the best dad award but no matter how you feel about him and how much he hurts you.. he is still your dad. That doesn't give him the right to do that to you, and you are aloud to not want to talk to him. I completely understand where you are coming from. When I was younger, my dad and I were really close. I use to be daddy's little girl. After my parents got divorced we grew apart and he got remarried. His new wife is really close to the devil lol. Like she won't let him have any contact with his children or other relatives, can't drive the car, can barely go out to the store without her wanting to be right there. He has lost a lot of weight and his teeth are not in the best shape either. Us kids all decided that hes not worth having in our lives if he chooses his wife over his own children. See, in your situation its a little different, you have a dad in your life or at least you can make that happen if you wanted. You just got to think to yourself, is he going to mess up again and put you through the rough times that you have already went through? If you honestly think he will then maybe you should go your own separate ways till he can prove that he has change. Hope this all helps you! :)