Do you feel this way about life?

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One paragraph in a buddhism book causes me to ask question about the kind of life we want. This paragraph is very long. I take the liberty to subdivide into smaller paragraphs for easier reading. It says: Have we stopped to contemplate our priorities in life? Or have we just gone along with the flow, in which cse our top priority is usually doing what we think other people think we should do. We try to be what we think other people think we should be, and we want to have what we think other people think we should have. Without stopping to consider what is of value in life and our priorities, we live in chaos from day to day: running here, running there, doing this, doing that. Never finding any actual peace of mind, we keep ourselves extraordinarily busy doing many things without considering why we are doing them. Like little nice that scamper around on treadmills or the turkeys that run around the Abbey, we flutter around feeling that what we're doing is important and essential. But is it? We say, "I have to do this and that." Do we have to or do we choose to? It's as if we were ona merry-go-round that we never get off of because we're afraid to get off. We don't know what it's like to stand still and thinking of it makes us edgy. Even though circling on the merry-go-round makes us sick to our stomach, it's familiar and so we stay with it. it's not getting us anywhere, but we've never stopped to question where we are and where we could be." This paragraph is taken from The 37 Practices of Bodhisattvas commentary by Bhikshuni Thubten Chodron, a book for free distribution. You can download your free copy by searching for the author or the buddhist organization that I get the free book. This organization is Kong Meng San Phor Kark See Monastery. Back to the discussion, is this the way you feel about life too? Do you think we can ever live life the way we want?