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Well I kind of consider my 2nd love as more of a first love since I got over my 1st love pretty quickly. So I consider my 2nd love really my 1st love. I was 15 and he was 18 and we met at the skatting rink. I fell madly in love with him and never so much as got to give him a peck on the cheek let alone the lips. Although 2 years later at a hop dance he kissed me but it was not much more then a peck on the lips. I got to couple skate with him a few or so times. He told me he was considering me to be his girlfriend but I was so shy I could hardly look at him and I could not find any words to answer him. When I was sitting near him or skatting next to him I wanted the earth to stand still; I wanted the song never to end. That same night he mentioned he was thinking of like 5 girls and I being one of them he might choose, he left the skatting rink one night and he never returned again. Every weekend I'd go skatting looking at the door waiting for him to come in and he never did. I was to see him very briefly (a minute maybe) on occasion the next few years until I left town. And when I returned home I star gazedly ran into him (a minute or 2) but never enough time to really have a talk with him but just to say hi, how are you? I tried to call him when I was maybe 45 and his wife answered; she got upset and wouldn't let me talk to him even though I was just calling to talk to an old friend. I wanted to see if he'd meet me for coffee just as friends. I guess I wanted to find out if I still had any feelings left for him. But his selfish wife made that impossible. She was upset because I had written him a letter not long before confessing my love for him back at the skatting rink when I was 15. I never really ever forgot about him; I think I never got over him.

My first love is the one im spending most of my time with right now...i really can't imagine that in the world full of heartaches, there's still someone i can call HIM as my first love and true love.. first love doesn't really mean your first lover..but it actually means its the first time you experience the world of true love.. to the one i am with right now.. I AM YOURS BODY AND SOUL.. I LOVE YOU BABY.. :)

when I was in elementary school I fell in love with one of my classmate. but i never told him. it was a childish love though. :D but now he's in the same college with me and I don't feel any love.