Telling her x-gf that you and him already...

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You can't imagine how happy am I right now after so many months of waiting the right time to tell her ex girlfriend that we are together now. After all the consideration that I took before these things happened for real. One day, her ex girlfriend texted me and telling me about their past and promises which really made me sleepless the whole night waiting for the following day for clarification from my guy about the things that her ex-girlfriend is telling me about. And I learned that, those were promises made 2 years ago and my guy assured me that nothing in between them and will never be in the future. That they will migrate outside the country together after 2 years or working. Of course I was badly hurt when I knew it. It gives me nightmares I should say. But that pain gives me courage to ask and hoping that my guy will fight for me for the very first time. I was really whisper to God "Help me, Lord" I hope he loves me as much as I love him, that would be a sign that we really meant for each other. So I texted my guy and told him my plan and he said , Yes. And I did cry, don't know what to do and overwhelmed. So I replied to his ex-girlfriend about us, of course I want to fight for my love and feelings for this "my guy". And when I texted her ex-girlfriend I thought she will nag or do something differently but surprisingly it's the other way around. She accepted me, and I'm happy to know it. When she asked me if it's okay to still text him, I said of course, why not? Past is past. And I don't think there's something wrong with it. Well she apologized to me and to him as what she told me after. It's really fine with me and I'm happy. The heartbreaking part is, for the very first time in my life someone really stand for me, even my family can't do that for me, I know. At least now I can say this isn't a one sided love anymore. I went to church yesterday, and sooo thankful because of this chances and opportunities to love and be loved by someone so dear to you. While inside the church, I just realized that I'm crying, when my tears run down to my face and fell down to my hands. I wish this will never end and will let it be till my last breath. Can you just share something how you feel after reading this? Hehehe Hope to hear from you guys. I'm really looking forward to have this relationship getting stronger and stronger. Lovesy, thanks a lot for being there and for loving me. I love you. You may not be able to read this, but it's okay.