trial under confussion

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Phases and stages of an individual started from infancy until late adulthood... Early adulthood phase is the time wherein someone have to settle down with their own lives for them to choose their career and preparing to be in the middle adulthood stage where life has just started for others, as what they say life starts at 40.. I belong in the phase of an early adulthood, I cannot say more than anything I knew from all the experiences I had in the past years. And its been a while when I left my blogging life, the whereabouts and all the thoughts from here can help in some ways, in one way or another because for me learning is a two way process... Reading, understanding and learning from some thoughts for a broader understanding in some instances. Confussion in life cannot be absent in whatever ways, rigth? At this point I am having a hard time understanding this for myself. Career and personal life is sometimes hard to manage. Being in school again with a lover on the other hand is somehow difficult to handle, and since my past relationship is running after me. Honestly I do not know how to deal with it without stepping on someones toes because my past is freak. It feels that its hunting me. I know that when I started my new chapter relationship with my boyfriend now, I am ready and sure enough to get into this relationship. But then and again I said that I am ready but I cannot deny the fact that I still have some strings left attached from my past. What should and will I do to get rid of this? I need some opinions for me to decide and have a clear vision on things. Not an expert thought but just atleast something that could enligthen me out. Do I need to get an immediate help or just a counseling?