Suicide Sensations and suicide note.

ive tried it once, thank god i sucked at it. but yeah sometime i get depress over what's all going on with my life, and wishing things could be better, and knowing that nothing will get better for me with my medical stuff. but that to me is the easy way out, and selfness but i think if i did ever do it and had to write a note it would be something like this. sorry i hurt you guys, but i do love you so much. i am tired of hurting from my pain i have in my body, and the emotional pain. my whole life havent been nothing but some kind of pain, but now i am at least pain free. i know i didnt go to heaven since i committed a sin by killing me, so i am in hell drinking it up, and smoking pot. chasing women. oh yeah i run hell now i just whipped the devil as$. but be happy not sad, sorry i became weak, i just got tired of fighting the never ending fight. and did i tell you im getting my drink and smoke on in hell

Please call a doctor and tell them about this. You suffer from depression!

Yes I really agree with you because sometime years ago I used to feel the same. I was really confused about my life, I was covered by tensions and worries. I used to get angry when I see people around me , I used to hesitate to talk with friends. But One day I shared everything to my bestfriend. She was shocked to hear she suddendly slaped me.She taught me that being a human we should face and struggle many things in life to become a successful person. Suffering is the way of life , but has no agebar, just think you were happy yesterday, and sad tody why? Becuse time and tide wait for none. sorrows and sufferings are part of our life.We should face every obstacles in life, life is not always bed of roses, we should face the thorn before we reach the rose.So always think positively. She said and went after that I relize what is actually mean by life.