I hate so many persons

China
August 7, 2010 2:30am CST
I won't talk.I really won't talk anything.I hate!!!My heart is full of rage. Because of my mother,I know I have something fault I couldn't have this feeling.But I really can't control my heart. I really don't know how I can do better.My mother help me to take care my baby and at the same time,she take my brother's son to my home.Because of many reasons,we have many contradictions.And my mother always want to take my brother's son go home and leave my baby alone.I can't agree....And I make so many strive.I try to tell many principles to my mother and help my brother's son many and many.Before this,I have already brought my brother's son up as my own child and gave him every conditions... But now,after so many effort,my mother still want to go home.I am so weary...Because of if my mother go home,I can't work anything except take care of my baby only and my husband is still located on beginning an undertaking.So our economic will crisis....And my mother go home can't get any more value. So,I am very hated.My heart is so badly-wounded....I really want to cry,why?why?why I pay so more and get this situation.Is she my mother?Really,I don't know.She hurt me so much.........
No responses