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I'm trying to give as much detail to what is upsetting me as I possibly can.... Everyone makes mistakes....Also it's not about who hurt the other more or who was lower then the other person.....I have so made mistakes that I'm not proud of and if I could change back the clock and re think my actions I so would....I feel terrible about what I did but there is nothing I can do to change it.....I like alot of us have had to overcome alot in my life and I believe it has made me a stronger person today.... I have had to let go of some friends and give other friends a try......I've tried to explain how I was feeling with the one let go but somehow my words weren't coming out or I felt that I was defending my feelings....I made a huge mistake and said alot of things to her and her husband that were completly childish and uncalled for....But I also let my upset get the better of me I knew better then to fly off....It's a lesson well learned I'm just tired of being left as the only one who did wrong and I've said I'm sorry from day one.....I know now what happened to my ex husband and why he was the way he was I don't agree with it but have a way better understanding...