Dragged out of dancing..

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Have you experienced being invited to a dance intermission number and were advised to leave because you have a hard time catching up with others? You see, I like dancing even though I was sleeping when that talent rained down on earth. (Which means I am nowhere near 'good' at it) But when I was invited by a friend, I eagerly accepted. And I practiced every meeting with them without missing one day at all. Unfortunately, I cannot move swag nor popping steps like our leader does and it seems that I am the worst among the team. Although I am not slow at picking up the steps, it seemed to the leader that I am not dancing with 'feelings' at all. And my steps doesn't fit in the other's moves since I look so bouncy and untimely. If the leader can't find me fitting, then she have to place me at the back, and worse I'm short, it would be obvious for the audience that I am not a good dancer. Since the leader can't decide on the formation until she is certain that I am still in the group or not, I left to remove that burden. It's also exam week and I said I'll focus on studies, so I managed to use that as an excuse even though I have studied a week in advance. All I need is some review so that excuse is not true. I am somewhat hurt. I have willingly entered the group not forced into it so it feels embarrassing to suddenly drop out. But in some way I understand I have negative 100 talent in dancing and I would look stupid if I danced.. What should I do?