Dreaming with wide open eyes
By linoxy
@linoxy (283)
Cyprus
September 26, 2010 8:53pm CST
I always dreamed about no so unrealistic things, all i was dreaming was not so hard to get. I may say that I'm not a very demanding person and I tend to be realistic, as life treated me mainly unfair.
As a young girl i dreamed about my father, as i lost my father in a car accident. People could say that I was somehow obsessed with the fact that all my friends had their father alive, sharing moments with them. I was jealous, and wishing him to get back.
As I got older, I felt the same way, but probably I was more occupied with other things so I did not have a time to think about this as I used to when I was little girl. But, I was dreaming of my father and wished he would come back.
Than one day I met a guy who was really nice to me and felt in love with him. 10 years relationship and we got married. I have a great relationship with my husband, and am very happy and in love with him.
But, in the past and now I always found a way to get things done, to get things going, not to mention that I was able to find a job literally whenever I wanted or needed one.
Now, I'm with a man that I love and rarely dreaming of my father. I guess I found the right one who fulfilled my emptiness.
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2 responses
@Hatley (163772)
• Garden Grove, California
27 Sep 10
oh linoxy I anm so glad you found the man who really did
fulfil your emptiness. I do understand about your loss of
your father too. I did have a father but he molested me and turned
,my little girl love of him into hate and terror. I was only 7'
when it happened and it ruined my perception of him for the rest'of
my life. I let go the hate when I married the man i loved but I never
forgot what he did.So in a way I had a father yet I did not. I envied other children who had decent dads and really loved them
'for I was afraid all my growing up years to be alone with him.
Stay happy with the
man you love. God bless.
Stay happy with the
man you love. God bless.1 person likes this
@anurag3786 (6265)
• India
27 Sep 10
I think every person like dreaming. But there are very fewer people who really becomes make true their dreams. I also like to dream. And I always do efforts for fulfilling it. And I believe that one day my dreams become successful. Because I always doing efforts for my dreams.
