October 7, 2010 2:15am CST
just seeing his pictures over facebook from his friends' album makes me so sad and makes me miss him so much. i don't realize it but tears would just go running down my cheeks with me knowing.
11 Oct 10
I read a book saying " memories are like nursing babies, the more you feed them the more they grow " Does have a sense right? How can you move on if you always see him? Just keep yourself busy so that you cant remember him anymore. Just cut off any connection with you to him. Learn to love another guy even if they call it "panakip butas" just be honest of what you feel. Don't remember him anymore erase it in your mind no matter how hard it will be or it will be much more harder to forget.
11 Oct 10
ericytac, i don't want to use somebody just to forget about him because i know how it feels like to be a "panakip butas". i have stopped calling and texting him. it has been almost a month and some days i can make it through the day without being sad and crying. but i am falling again to where i was. i am weak again. i keep thinking of him and i cry. when i was talking to my friend this afternoon i could not contain the pain, sadness and loneliness i feel. i honesty miss him so much. i was doing better the past days. i am always praying to God and asking him not to miss him and that i won't think about him but i still came back to this point.
14 Oct 10
If you don't use somebody, you need to love someone. Someone who truly cares and love you. Don't focus to a guy who cause you pain. Try to open your heart to someone else because maybe, the guy who really loves you is there beside you waiting when to open your heart. Try to explore the happiness of the world.
8 Oct 10
hi monmon! same here..i miss him so much!i don't know,but i think everything reminds me of him.when i visit my account on facebook every photo memories show his face.i don't know how to move on.i tried my best to forget him,even keeping it cool when we chat.but reality always bites.he has a special space in my heart and that space is now replaced with the biggest empty void i've ever had in life.i always think of him everyday,and also think if he thinks of me..but that's just wishful thinking..i should have not let go i think,but i have to move on...:D
11 Oct 10
rookie, i also have the void. A huge VOID in my heart. i feel that the void in my body is actually my heart. it is not with me anymore. it is a good thing that you still have a communication with him. you are lucky. you should use that not to gain him back if you don't but just to complete the void. to place your heart whole again. i sometimes wish that my ex still loves me, that he is hurting the same way i am hurting and that he would think of me. i wish your relationship with your ex would be better. i wish you would be happy.
7 Oct 10
Try to not go around his friend's album and look at his pictures for a while if it makes you sad and cry. Because if I'm happy with someone even though I miss him so much, it will still makes me smile looking at his pictures. You are not suppose to be doing something that is actually hurting your feeling and make you sad. That's not healthy, and will make you gets older faster. Do something more happening, go and walk around, and leave FB and those albums for a while. You have to cheer yourself up and take care of your health. good luck and be happy :)
8 Oct 10
if crying would help you ease the heaviness in your heart then cry out loud.to move on doesnt mean you will forget evrything totally.but make sure that these memories will not always make your eyes moist.learn to smile with it.value the lessons you learned and continue learning from it...life is too beautiful but it would be nice sometimes to shed a tear...its healthy...