Drastic changes in life

Cebu, Philippines
October 9, 2010 3:52am CST
I went home to see my friends and family, and noticed a big difference in our lives today. Unlike before that we can go somewhere and hang out especially at St.Mary's park to play badminton,eating balut and chicharon. My friend Jacquilyn is too busy with her work, managing a Spa in Pueblo. Here's Lyca, too busy baby sitting her own baby Mikhaella and was not able to come with us last night for a small talk and bonding moments with Te Tina. My College bestfriends too, Teng, was with me last night took me out for dinner and drove around the City to show me that the City I used to live with is now on it's way to success, the economy is booming and more jobs for my fellow individuals. The streets seems to get smaller as I pass along the highway..is it because I'm used to big roads in Cebu? I'm just wondering how will I get used to this feeling..feeling of being alone and trying to seek for contentment. I feel like I have nothing, no fulfillment's in life. Gosh! I want to get married and have my own family, but the person I love most I don't think he's ready now but I'm still waiting.
1 response
@advokatku (4033)
• Indonesia
9 Oct 10
this life is like a lit match, if the tip had been burned, not feel would burn the other end. The change in this life is not painful, but when you realize, you will feel amazed at the change of this life
• Cebu, Philippines
9 Oct 10
Yes,amazed at the same time I feel like being left behind from us. I live alone, work and no one from my college friends or someone in the past I know here in the current City where I live at the moment.