I said "I'm Okay" but actually, I am NOT.
@ccarabuena (442)
Cebu, Philippines
October 9, 2010 4:52am CST
Sometime when I'm okay, I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, "I know you're not." Just wondering if there is someone who can say that to me. Someone who is sensitive enough to feel that I need someone to talk to and someone to comfort me when I need to cry and share my thoughts and hesitations in life. Someone I can share with and give me advise. Why? Because I live alone and I need someone to listen to my frustrations in life.
We'll I'm really pressured because my boyfriend is coming home this December and with our agreement before we need to have savings and as agreement it should be 60k. But I only have half of it,Sigh! if I will not able to reach 60k, we need to call it OFF. I mean we break up. I know it is not fair in your perception but I am so determine to save to reach it and hopefully by the end of December I already have it!
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@ccarabuena (442)
• Cebu, Philippines
11 Oct 10
Yes, I want love. A true love and a person who I can be with for the rest of my life. I really pray for it to come one day.
@jaiho2009 (39142)
• Philippines
9 Oct 10
Are you pressured becoz you were not able to save up to 60k before your bf come homes?
Or,becoz it is his money and you were not able to save it,and you are trying to have that amount before he comes.
Well,you still have enough time to save for that 60k.
And i hope it will not cause you heartache once you can't make it till December.
Have a great Sunday
@ccarabuena (442)
• Cebu, Philippines
11 Oct 10
It is because I only earned 50% of the amount from my salary and I'm too scared that I may not able to make it, but I think I can since there will be a 13th month pay on December 5 hehehehe. Thank God.
@indahfth (11161)
• Indonesia
9 Oct 10
I often feel like you feel. I felt, no one understands my situation. I look good in the eyes of them. They do not know my true situation. Actually I feel happy, they do not know my true situation. Because really, I hide my true circumstances. But sometimes, I really wanted, one of them, understand my situation.
@ccarabuena (442)
• Cebu, Philippines
11 Oct 10
Yes, that is correct. Sometimes, we want them to know how we feel.
But I think, the person who can really tell is the person who know you so well
even though your faking it that you're okay.
