How i fixed my broken heart

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I was sitting there outside, looking but not seeing.There's a storm in my heart.My baby Shaggy is inside the vet's clinic and he is not doing good.He was given a 50-50 chance, but i don't want to admit it. Then the vet came near me and shook his head. No words coming out from my mouth, but there's a lot of noise in my soul and my heart is screaming. Then it's starting to sink in. Slowly,reality is shaking my consciousness. And i cried, bitterly that i almost feel i am loosing my breath and will be gone anytime.But i have to drive home and tell my kids the bad news. My tears were falling and it have cause poor visibility.But who cares! I want to die anyway. Missing Shaggy was a torment that i wished would end or is not really happening.Everywhere i look, i see him. I hear his footsteps. I can feel his breath in my ears. And it is killing me and keep asking why did it happen. And in the midst of my agony, i promised myself i won't love a dog again.Never! Two days have passed my , and my eyes are swollen, i don't want to eat,all i do i stay in my bed and wallow on my misery. Then it hit me...I had that strong desire to look into his eyes. And i have this strong desire to look into the eyes of another dog.I felt it would somehow comfort me. I decided to buy a puppy! So i got up, got dressed and went to the city , on to that strip where all the pet shops are. A black terrier puppy caught my attention. Why? the puppy was walking all over the other puppies, stepping in their backs or heads.That was cute. A black puppy with white paws that looks like socks and a white patch in the breast that looks like a bib. Shaggay was tagged Sold! And I brought her home and hope to surprise my depressed kids. Lo..when they opened the gate and saw Shaggay, I can never forget how their faces brightened as I am smiling myself. Shagay healed our broken hearts and soothe our broken soul. She died too a few years after, but I know what to do already after her death.And I let go of her not crying so hard as when i did with Shaggy.That's the way she would have wanted it for that's how much she loves me. So when a dog breaks your heart. buy another one. It works, try it.