Sometimes it is hard to live..

Philippines
November 13, 2010 12:20pm CST
Being the eldest among the four siblings, I need to be strong and firm in every decision that I need to make. And, I need to be careful and consider the feelings of my other 3 siblings. That, the decision I need to do will not affect them. That, I should be careful and not to hurt them. For this reason, there are times, I sometimes think, how hard is to live.
5 responses
@chiyosan (30186)
• Philippines
14 Nov 10
it is very admirable of you to be able to care for your siblings and to consider their feelings as you do. i hope you still stand firm on that... to still live and to continue to care for your family as what you are doing. we all go through hardships in life and well i do think that our time of pay offs will come so you shall see the fruits of your labor soon enough. =)
• India
14 Nov 10
Don't worry everyone will have ups and downs in their lives .
@peavey (16936)
• United States
13 Nov 10
Sounds like you carry a heavy load of stress. Personally, I think siblings and anyone else need to learn how to respond to a variety of things, hurt feelings included. I can understand not wanting to hurt them and to be kind to them, but one can go too far either way. I think you should treat them as people that you happen to like and quit worrying about it so much.
@wongchoiyee (7413)
• Malaysia
13 Nov 10
Be cool and develop and understanding between you and the siblings so you will not feel too pressured, ok?
• China
13 Nov 10
with your other three siblings ,how great pressure and responsibility you have to bear ,and you are so serious and careful about this .in this case ,you are suppose to learn how to relax yourself to release your stress .i really admire you for your courage to take it . take care of yourself and take it easy ,actually it's not all you should bear . best wishes for you ,for your other 3 siblings ,for your family !