I don't know how to love him...what to do,i don't know how to take this :(

hello bhaby, I know you hate him,eversince. I am not crazy over him...i want to get crazy why each time i am down,he always calls in (as if he feels what i feel) This is not the first time that this happened. The guts claiming as if nothing wrong,as if everything is normal (ughhhh...okay he is insensitive ,but why he is so sensitive when i am down why he feels it) Was he a charmer,a voodoo expert or what lucky...lucky zoo ....shessshh miz yah

yup...i am bitter now (not better)

hahahaha!i never said that i hate him but does my actions tells i really hate him?, for him everything is normal because you still do entertain his calls or message if you really don't want any attachment with him try to close his chapter in your life oh come on don't tell me you do believe in voodoo now?it's not you . He is really insensitive but i don't believe that he feels it when you are down maybe he saw your status or maybe it was just a coincidence. hope you feel better now

hello thesids, But what scares me dear is,i don't want to love him anymore (i'm tired) And he,still full of hopes and security (authority)claiming that,love will find it's way back to me . It scares me,i admit,he still has a room in my heart,but i don't want to give any hope (im desperately confused )

hello again dear, pallak :p ugh!! it's bhaby who loves Indian foods (asks her what happened the first time she took me to an Indian restaurant

I wish it was a computer program and I could edit the codes as I wanted. But this is real life - a place where situations can get complex and even lead to change in people. I do not know the base reason why the two of you split (the 3rd woman if I remember from another discussion... but if I was honest to you why did he had the 3rd woman et all?)... that being said, he cannot change for good is also not something impossible so the change... Or is he playing some game again with you? This is why I suggest that you wait for some time before you take any decision because life doesnt give second chances - you are lucky to have one here - but then also - life's second chances are not as great as the first one. Love, Want And Trust are 3 separate things and if you weigh him on these and your priorities, I think you can find some respite. Take Care Dear.

hello Sree It really hurts and confusing (ugh...what loves got to do) i am trying to be firm and i already end what's between us,but he can't accept it and still keep calling me and hoping to start all over again. Anyway,nothing to regret for,love is one of the sweetest thing that always happen in our lives. And i never regretted loving and losing someone. thanks for always being here dear

hello akan, Thanks for being here and participating to my discussion dear. Yes,i know i should not exert much to think someone who is weakling and don't even care for my feelings. my kids are my strength during times like this. Have a great day always

hello bird, Love knows no boundaries,never knew any race nor color or beliefs. Love only knows happiness not sorrow nor pain. What makes love bitter are people who broke promises. Yes,love must be a two way road...and met halfway ,with consideration. Thanks for your response and have a great day always

hello emil, Yes,it's hard to met half way,thu i've tried ,i really tried. I wish it is easier than what i think of,but it's not. Love will find a way if it ours to hug,so i am just waiting for it (if it really fits or not) thanks for your response and have a good day

hello advokatku, Yes,you are right,i must be confident with my decision and firm. I hope that love will find it's way,and i hope that this time it's for real. Thanks for your response and have a great day

hello obe, The title is from the song "i don't know how to love him" I stay in love ,and want to stay that way,but i am afraid of loving him his way. It's hard for our two different world to meet each differences. I've tried to,i really do. thanks for your response and have a great day always

Hello beeh, I've learn to moved on,i already did. But he keeps coming back. I know he loves me,but our world is far different. At first i thought i can change things,but i was wrong. I really don't know how to love him. thanks for your response and have a great day

hello duplis, I already did,but he keeps coming back. I still loved him,but i don't know how to love him again. thanks for your response and have a good day. welcome to mylot and enjoy mylotting