My Old Diary Was Found!!
@redvakaurvaki (4216)
Indonesia
May 12, 2011 7:13am CST
I was wondering last night founding my old diary. It has been lost four years ago. The diary completely tell about me and my ex boyfriend. When I read some beginning pages, I remember about those feeling again. I felt in love with him very much, had my first date, stand longer in relationship and dreamt married with him. He's most trusty and romantic man I ever meet. I was thinking he's the perfect one. I the middle till the end of pages tell my broken heart. I didnt believe that our relationship could be end up that way. He had affair and broke my heart. i was totally upset and felt hurt so deep. The diary show how hard I tried to forget him that he's the important piece of me & my power. i were almost give up and couldn't live longer anymore. i didn't want someone else. I just wanted to be with him, him and him. I felt like go ashtray, spent my time alone wishing he'd back to me again.
Now four years after, I just laugh it out!! I can't believe it was happen to me. Even I said I wasn't strong enough that time, I know now I'm move on. I'm stronger than I believe. Do you have some kind of experience??
8 responses
@ravisivan (14079)
• India
12 May 11
Yes. This is life. What is important during one's infant age becomes redundant during his teen age.
What is relevant during teen age (love, boy friend, girl friend etc) becomes redundant in most of the cases in thirties after marriage.
After getting a child even the feelings immediately after marriage becomes redundant. After the children growing up to be with children becomes not so comfortable until one gets grand children. After getting grand children and becoming old --what was once tasty, interesting is a taboo now. That is life.
I am sure you will be more stronger than what you were then when take another person without guilty feeling. Life is a train travel. When we travel in a train we get down when the station comes but the train moves on. We take another train to go to our destination or reach home.
best wishes
@redvakaurvaki (4216)
• Indonesia
13 May 11
hi ravisiva, best wishes too for you. Must say : I love what you just write about. You speak like an angel, hahahahah :-)
That's right, life must go on no matter what happen with us in past, right now and future. I hope you have a great day!!
@ravisivan (14079)
• India
13 May 11
Thanks for encouraging commentss. I have started posting my ideas now only in mylot.com. Basically I am from India. Now I am in USA. Can you please tell me what are the activities that will bring earnings for us. May be u are logging on to this for time pass.
best wishes
@williamjisir (22819)
• China
27 Sep 12
I used to write diaries in my twenties and early thirties, but later I gave it up. Now I cannot find my diary. But I can still remember what was written in my diaries. There were a lot of painful experiences as well as some happy moments in it. I don't think I will ever write diaries any more since we have the net connection and I can write it here at mylot if I have something to share with. Take care.
@redvakaurvaki (4216)
• Indonesia
3 Oct 12
yeah, now days, only few people still wrote on diary. indeed, I never did it anymore. I even have blog to replace the function of this diary
@myswirlyagelessmind (379)
• Philippines
12 May 11
since i'm so much older now and my interests have changed greatly over the years, whenever i read my old diaries, i always feel great shame. most of the time i couldn't even believe that i was capable of writing such things but soon as i'm done with them, i just feel thankful that wisdom truly comes with age for most people.
@redvakaurvaki (4216)
• Indonesia
13 May 11
I guess everyone have the same ashamed when opened their old diaries. Feel like strange, "that's not me", etc, so on. We can see the old version of us and realize the difference of our new version. have a nice day
@huruxiao (39)
• China
13 May 11
Yes,I have the same experience.I falled in love whith a girl when i was a freshman.At that time ,I was to young too know how to love a girl,so I hurted her many times and I also was hurted by her.We said goodbye when our Sophomore time though I worked hard to keep our relationship.I can't felt joy during my sophomore time,and I feel she was the most beautiful girl.
Now,afer eight years I got out from the love,but I can't lough the love out!I think over her many times,I know she maybe don't fit me,but if I could regain met her,I could had done better.I love her for ever!And I have always kept her asking that she asked me did not smoke in my daily life.
@jasmin_niza (362)
• Philippines
13 May 11
your story reminded me of a song that goes like this: " you've made me stronger by breaking my heart, you ended my life and made a better one start..." Whenever i had heartaches in the past, i would always sing that song to help me think positively in life :)
@metrox324 (63)
• Philippines
13 May 11
Good for you. I'm having some favors if I could read 3 pages of it... Tsk.
@thatgirl13 (7294)
• South Korea
12 May 11
Oh god I seriously don't know where my old diary is!! I think I'd be so ashamed to read it gain lol atually i don't have a habit these days of writing diaries but do write on my most happy or sad days, just to remind me again. I used to write diary before though, almost everyday, but yeah my friends used to find it and read it in front of me adn make fun of me lol
@edsss17 (4394)
• Philippines
12 May 11
Hi..
This makes me remember my very first ever dairy! All the things that are written in there are all about my emotions, my frustrations, crushes and my very first love life.
I also remembered when my mom accidentally find it under my bed and read it from the first page to its end.. I don't what will I feel when she knew it, really!
HAHAHA!
