I wrote 30% of a book

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Hey, I wrote about 30% of my book, its more like a jurnal type, but its retrospective, but the writing will look like it takes place in that present. Don't worry it isn't in english :-s I don't have much problems with the writing, but something is bugging me and keeps me from writing it. My father "tried" to be a writer, had/has many books published (i know its a bad thing to say, but he is rubbish, and he writes only to write, and his point is to have lots of books written by him, but nothing worth reading!) Sold about 1 book, invested atleast 3,000$+ (thats much considering I work for 300$/m) My mom is tring to make a song record (album) a religious one, but she is also rubbish. With my brother who has a home-studio and they both think they are extremly good at what they do (they didn't make any money, ever) My girlfriend and most of the people who I gave the 40pg. written until now, said about it that its funny and has potential. But probably thats how most of my family ended up doing something rubbish and think they are great without having any sucess. I'm afraid that I rather prefer to be a nobody, than a failed nobody like the rest of my family. And I think thats what keeps me from writing, seeing my family going to something similar. What do u think?