God always seems to know when to step in

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I have been having some inside struggles with myself. Not knowing what I want in life, not knowing if I made the right decesions, feeling lonely, etc. My husband was out to sea and surprised us by coming home last night. Its not for long, but hes home. My conflicts on not knowing what I wanted in our marriage, if I could handle this anymore seemed to almost vanish. When I got his text I almost cried. The love for him surfaced. My doubts of my feelings were swept away. Its not easy being seperated a lot and yes I signed up for this. Dosent make it easier. I was feeling so alone and forgotten. I hardly hear from friends in our old state where we just moved from. My family I dont hear from to much. I dont have many friends here. Im working on all this and keeping relationships with ppl while caring for my children and everyday life. All I could think was, God knew exactly what I needed. He knew what I needed to be reminded of why I do this. Even though its hard and I can get low, its all worth it. God may not answer prayer right away and he might not give you everything you want, but he gives you what you need when you need it.