What's messing with your mind right now?

@chiyosan (30184)
Philippines
October 10, 2011 9:23pm CST
I mean, everyday we think of our problems, we have to do this, we get our bills, we have to go to work but we need to have a rest, etc. What's bothering you recently and why do you think so? I am bothered by this person... she kept on sending me messages that i do not know the person who i am with and that she said she wants to help me, blah blah blah... sounds like a real a-hole woman trying to mess up with my mind, causing me to think and to doubt my bf too. but then... what she is doing, is actually contradicting... obviously she is just doing a lot of things so she could break us up... she aint stopping now because she knows i am vulnerable to believing her lies.. i am just sooo confused at times because of this.
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@brew2x (3094)
• Philippines
11 Oct 11
I have been reading a lot of things in the internet lately that worries me. I've came across a site about an elite organization that they say is controlling or influencing a lot of things, people and events. It claims that this group is working towards some goals like having a one world government and reducing the population. Also mentioned is the downfall of US dollars, it says that it won't have any value in the future anymore and gold and silver would be use again. It is really scary. What really freak me out is because it could be true. I have a baby and he is so young. I have so many plans for him and for my family.
@chiyosan (30184)
• Philippines
12 Oct 11
oh i think i heard of this. my brother also was telling this to me. he even said that this has been the long time plan and that the small countries, like that of ours will be taken by the bigger and powerful one, like china in Asia and eventually the one world government will take place.
@brew2x (3094)
• Philippines
12 Oct 11
I hope this is not true. It would be hell if this would happen. I will just always pray since God always protect us.
• Philippines
13 Oct 11
There's a lot going on my mind lately. Sadly though, there is no logical line of thought. Just bits and pieces of everything, it's kinda confusing actually. But one prevalent thing is my current predicament at my lovelife. I decided to break up with my bf. ive already made my decision to "cut my losses" so to speak. Things have not gone quite well with us. I admit it's tough not having him around anymore, I am used to having him in my life. It's sad sometimes but considering the "major factors", I think I did the right thing.
@chiyosan (30184)
• Philippines
13 Oct 11
oh, wow.. you have made the right thing, if it does feel right. its sad to not have that someone around in your life, alright and i would probably be one of those who would have a hard time letting things go. im just not so sure, if i would be able to decide like you have. I have in the past broken up with two people and well i have moved on quite well... and have felt relieved to be free.. but with someone right now, i feel i and he are one and the same.. you know.. like my heart knows he is my match.
@junmae (1586)
• Philippines
11 Oct 11
Hello Chiyosan, I also experienced that. I received text messages from somebody I didn't know, she always said that my boyfriend was already married and have a child. That he only uses me because I can support him financially and he will leave me once he had a job. I confronted my boyfriend about the text messages and as usual he deny those accusations. After 1 month of sending text messages, the person stopped and after a year I found out that it was his other woman who only lives beside his room. So at the end of the day, I found out that he really cheated me and I broke up with him even though we had a child.
@chiyosan (30184)
• Philippines
12 Oct 11
Hi junmae, Thank you for your response. Wow so it was indeed his otherwoman! it is really a bad thing, for us GFs who are treated this way. "Other women" are so crappy these days and are quite brave to do anything they can think of to break our spirits. i see she is able to do quite a lot of thinking. my bf though admitted he made a mistake and that he was weak for entertaining this other woman; he said he is choosing me and can't bear to lose me... we are trying to work things out but then this other woman is just as crazy as hell so she is doing all she can to make me stay away from my bf and that i would leave him so he'd go back to her, perhaps. ahhh my head hurts thinking about this. =( you are lucky you are courageous to end the relationship with him.
@danitykane (3183)
• Philippines
11 Oct 11
Hi chiyosan, Actually, there are a lot of things that bothered me today from my monthly bills (ughh..) to my work, my goals and plans for the future and oh... my other frustrations in life.LOL! The more I think of it all the more I get stressed. I sometimes don't think about it too much because I don't want to disappoint myself. I am able to handle a lot of trials in life but sometimes I can't help but to get stressed about whats next and if am able to handle any kind problem anymore. Like you, I have this person at work that annoys me big time...I sometimes want to make him disappear! If I were only a magician.LOL! But you know life isn't always gonna be easy and we have these kind of trials for us be more stronger individual.
@chiyosan (30184)
• Philippines
12 Oct 11
Thank you danitykane. I am really hopeful we all get over the trials we face in our lives. its not really helping our day to day so much. i feel if something is bothering me, i am not able to concentrate on my work and i get upset all the time. i know i should not allow this to stop me from moving on and doing things the right way.. its just that sometimes we get setbacks such us those that are bothering us.
@megamatt (14292)
• United States
11 Oct 11
I just think that what is going on in the world in general is really messing with a lot of my mind. It seems like everyone lost every bit of common sense that they ever did to say the very least. There are a lot of times where it appears that everyone is at each others throats and it is really something that is not a fun place in life to be to say the very least. So yes, that is rather so very disturbing when one thinks about it. There are a lot of times where I think that the entire world is just collapsing among itself. I think that the only thing that gives me any kind of clarity is the fact that I think that many people are just as befuddled about all of the insanity that is really taking place in the world today.
@chiyosan (30184)
• Philippines
12 Oct 11
hi there megamatt. our world today, is really so corrupted and we people allowed it to be so and even contributed to whatever it is now, somehow. We make friends, but we make more enemies in our lives as well. I thnk that is for sure what is happening. You are able to feel this, you must have taken a few steps back yourself and tried to see how the world has become and realized it is taking quite an unexpected turn... and so maybe, we are all in too deep to bail out of the current "world" events.
@vasumathi (436)
• India
11 Oct 11
I am basically from india.I work for a private sector. we have deepavali fesitival on october 26. usually, for every deepavali festival i used to be on leave for almost one week. But due to an important work in my office during that week, my manager didnot give me leave. So, i was thinking about this today !!!
@chiyosan (30184)
• Philippines
12 Oct 11
i wish things change at your work place and you will finally be allowed to take a leave, maybe even 3 days if you can't be given a week of off duty. goodluck to you!
@SomeCowgirl (32191)
• United States
13 Nov 11
Well it has been a month and I hope that this has been settled for you. It sounded like you knew she was messing with your mind, but that your heart was still wanting to believe her lies. I hate when people try to mess with relationships. I am kind of in a confusion type state myself. So many things are messing with my mind that it's crazy. I need to sit down and sort them all out, but being on mylot has helped me to push them to the side and work on one thing at a time. I need to get some things for storage so I can get some things done, I need to save also. Not so hard but so hard at the same time, I'll figure it out though. I have boy troubles myself, but nothing Im willing to chat about on here.
• Pamplona, Spain
24 Oct 11
Hiya chiyo, Messing with my mind right now is that I am in the house moving mode and I am having to do a lot of donkey work but it has to be done otherwise you pay a fortune for those removal People to help you out. Sorry to see that you have someone bothering you like that nothing worse than that if you are already with someone else too. I would just not answer her at all and see if she give up she probably will as well. Don´t let your happiness be spoiled by a that other Person that´s what I would say. Me I will have gone to my other House tomorrow lucky me that I have got another House to go to that is something to be grateful about even if it is a bit of a pain as all these lot here are groaning about this that and the other and what they don´t want to do. Boy will I be glad when I can sit down and just observe everything instead of going around like a mad Hatter.xxxx
• Philippines
11 Oct 11
Actually there are a lot of things that's bothering me today. My duty later at the hospital. I hope that it would be fine and will flow smoothly. My moral case defense on thursday. I also hope that I could make it well. My final exams that will be next week. I wish that I could really pass all the subjects. I am also worried about my business. Hopefully, I could earn much beyond the money I have invested for it.
@chiyosan (30184)
• Philippines
12 Oct 11
hi Karstine - I wish you pass the exam and reap the benefits of your investment. jennyLove, Hope you get to find a job too... most of us are lonely that is true but you are right as there are worse cases others are in right now let us keep out hopes up and know that things will be better in its own time. cheers to the both of you.