What would you call this?

Philippines
November 29, 2011 7:53pm CST
Friends,I somehow need some opinions on this. I think I'm still in love with my ex boyfriend. After 10 years of not seeing each other ,we managed to meet up when he came back here in our country. I was so excited to see him. 10 years of not seeing each other and just had a few communications before he came here was so different and somehow awkward for me. He have a kid and I have too.But when we finally met,we were like the same,just like before with each other. We went dating. Few days after he left for Brussels were he's living. i felt so sad and went on crying for days. Every time I think of him and the things we did,it makes me cry and happy at the same time. Even if he won't send me messages for days I still miss him and miss him more. I know he have things and responsibilities to do, and being so far away with each other (not to mention the time difference) I can't think of any thing against him for not reaching me constantly. i used to think and somehow believe that I won't be able to feel the "in love' or "love' ting again,but with him,do you think I really love him? True love maybe? Since we both know that he was my first love. sigh... Writting this about him makes me cry,but every time I do cry,it's not because I'm sad or mad at him. But maybe,I just love him dearly. I now he loves me too.
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julilene
@julilene (21)
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30 Nov 11
i truely believe that you love him bec if it werent love then probably you wont feel that way for him after 10 years of not seeing eachother. but if you really DO love him i dont think there is a point for crying, if he is happy be happy for him, if he is busy then understand him.dont waste you tears,do something that keeps you busy and try to work for your future and your child. hope this helps :-)
audsalas
@prettyauds (258)
• Philippines
30 Nov 11
Hi Julilene! Thanks for sharing your opinion. Actually I really am keeping myself more busier than my usual everyday routine in work and with my kids. It's just that sometimes,He'll just pop up in my mind whenever I see or hear anything that are somehow related to him or would remember him. I really can't stop not to cry or shed a tear. All I could do is send me a message right away to ease up what I'm feeling at the moment and sometimes I try to control myself in sending him a message. I do understand if he'll not be able to reach me,it's just that I really miss him every time. Thanks really for the advise. :)
leon923940426
@leon923940426 (480)
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30 Nov 11
Well ,I do not know what exactly your feeling now . I know this will not happen on me now ,may be I can understand this five years ago . As I have changed three girlfriend , I think I have what about love . I do not know what happened between your guys ,but for me , it will never happen . May I aske you if he have a family or wife now ??? If he does , I thinke you should let it go and think about it deeply . Good luck my friend .
audsalas
@prettyauds (258)
• Philippines
30 Nov 11
Hi leon! Thanks for sharing your thought. Hmmm he's not in a realytionship right now technically but he does have a son. Thanks! :)
Jane
@jaiho2009 (39142)
• Philippines
30 Nov 11
I am sure you know the answer very well. If you have any agreement,then wait for the right time. Who knows, fate will play a good part and one day everything will come true- as per your wish
Nezavisima Deskata
@nezavisima (7408)
• Bulgaria
30 Nov 11
10 years how many times. I think that first love will always remain a vivid scar on our soul, and why you feel so. o ponakoga love hurts sometimes. he definitely teobicha because it is a long peroid of time and he now knows how she feels what he thinks. important is what you want and what you feel and whether you want it as much as he you. I wish you success. to think better and faster than reshshi the better. nice day!
boyuancy
@boyuancy (1708)
• India
30 Nov 11
Hi, I don't think it is love. You are just reminded of the sweet and sour memories of your relationship. In short, it is nostalgia. Being in love with your ex after 10 years seems impossible to me. Now you have your kids, responsibilities. You should give that more attention and priority. The rest is up to you. Good luck, hope it works out.