Best Friend..

Tweet

Hi guys.. I always wanted to share my friendship story and know what others say and how they feel, but i never got a chance.. So, guys i have decided to share my story with you guys and know your views.. I have a best friend, i met her in my XI grade, she is a clever girl, she knows how to get things done by others, she knows how to get others attention on her, as i was very innocent by that time she used me, she always used to say one statement that is, if you keep a dumb with you, you can shine easily, yes that is what she did to me, the beauty is she told that to one of my friend keeping me with her itself, i couldn't understand, i was that innocent.. The thing is i like her so much, she was my world, i saw the world through her eyes as i had no friends other than her.. As days goes on i started realizing what is happening around me but still i din't ask her anything, one day she called in the night and cried to me saying that she just used me, it is true that she used me but she said that she really likes me and she never wants to lose my friendship at any cost.. It was at that time, i got into some trouble not because of her because of my boy friend, she suffered a lot for me, she saved me from all the problems, she is protecting me from everything even now.. She always says that i am very precious for her.. Even today, this moment she is there for me, she is there to do anything for me.. But the thing is, even nowadays if i think of my young age where i was like a little girl following her and depending on her for everything made me so weak to face this world,it is not my fault she never allowed me to do anything as she wanted to shine in everything, if i think of all that now i am getting really angry but still i never asked her anything till nowadays because i can't see her worrying or crying.. I like her so much, i always want her to be happy.. What am i going through guys? What should i do, can anybody tell me??