Goodbye, my grandfather!

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Hi friends, It has been long time before last time I log in mylot. However, I could have not imagined that I will begin it with a sad news, really sad, which is my(maternal)grandfather's passing away. You know, my(paternal)grandmather passed away 10 years ago when I was just a child. My(paternal)grandfater passed away when my fater was about 10 years old. So I don't catch any sights of my(paternal) grandfater's looks when I was born. Now, with another close kinsfolk's gone, I only have my(maternal)grandmother. Life is really fragile especially when it comes to the edge of death. Why can life turn into death but can't turn back? What's the essence of life? Sometimes, I prefer to be a child forever, because a child don't know what's the death. Unfortunately, the Spring Festival (the most important festival in China) will come 4 days later. Undoubtly, I'm doomed to have a Spring Festival without joys. Saw at the dead looks of my grandfather in mortuary house today, I felt so helpless. The appearance and laughs of grandfather emerged constantly in my mind. I know everyone has to experience these and I have to bestir myself and live happier. I think that's what my grandfater is willing to see. Goodbye grandfather, may your warm soul rest in peace!!