I feel so lonely

Idk really I just feel like no matter where I'm at or where I go no one wants me to be around

Hi, One way to booster our self esteem is to be around with people. Don't be intimidated with them, act as you are one of them when they start conversing, mingle with them. It may be hard for you to win their sympathy in in the beginning but don't worry that's normal; or, may be you are an introvert, aren't you..I think start laughing with them would be a nice idea.