journey 2 the centre of heart of my best friend...whom i love

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hey guys, sorry for those days i didnot responded to your amazing discussions, cause i was with this amazing girl in my dreams. Now experts, i need help iike i never wanted before. The girl name's su... She is stunnin, beautiful, cute, smart, and my best friend in the world but before 2 and half years ago. We were like water n fish. But as the time passed, i fell in love with her but she was in love with other from childhood. So she refused me. Due to her,i left my studies. But nothin helped me out to forget her. I tried the drugs also. After 2 year her image started fadin. 31 jan *su's b'day,(in 2 years, i haven't been in front of the temple, but that very day i prayed for her long life, happiness, and her wishes) 1 feb *i seen her on the streets(after 2 n half year) now, last night she called me. Just to talk once. That was the best time of my life, feelin of heaven. Now, i don't know wheather she's gonna cal me again or not. Or should i do something, cause this time i realy need her in my life or my whole life will become a pit of sorrowness, sad. filled with guilt. I realy mean to spend my life with her or perhaps she,s my life, so i need your love and suggestion cause i'm not the one who can live without the love.