...madly, me!

India
April 5, 2012 9:00am CST
...wen i'm drunk, i am mad! ..mad about my life, mad about my friends.. ..even about my love! Random madness at its brink!! ..I wish i cud kick my past soooo hard..that it wud become my present!! ..I enjoy getting drunk more.. so that I cud feel my friends around! hahahahah.. i am drunk, and that is the reason i miss u soooo bad.. otherwise, i wud be somewhere busy as a machine!! Life started with our Past. Grew wid friends.. Matured wid love..and ends wid Age.. C'mn! I think myself am not soo old! ..But that is only a thought, as.. 'Our life is not measured by our age rather by how much we live' Fifty years from now? Twenty years?? tomorrow?? Right now..?? Nobody knows.. ..And what have I done.. ..for my family?? forget about beloved friends, forget about community..thats absurd!! "Forget about all these things and enjoy" I say to myself! But.. thats the point..! You cannot enjoy everytime being alone! You cannot enjoy all time working like a machine!! You cannot enjoy earning money 24 hours!1 You cannot enjoy missing friends all time! You cannot enjoy seeing all those miserable people around you all the time!! You don't enjoy being old every moment!! You cannot enjoy logging in to Facebook only!! That's it! everyone is miserable here! I can't say about you.. but my life is miserable!! p.s: I am drunk, my thoughts are mad!!
1 response
• United States
5 Apr 12
Perhaps if you stop drinking, you won't be so mad & will be able to amend your past by making good decisions today? Just my 2 cents & good luck.