Now I must be dreaming... I'm already rejected.

Pasay, Philippines
May 27, 2012 1:17pm CST
I must be... and now I'm confused. I finally made it. I made the huge confession now. I had a crush on him since high school and this guy is so kind to reject me. He said he wasn't ready to have a steady relationship with me. I hate it, personally... but being open-minded; I have to accept it. But we keep on texting. He did told me that we're still friends. Is there a better way to have another chance with this guy? I must be dreaming. He said it to me already but I keep on blinding myself with this optimism that I have. Fudge... Yeah; I must be dreaming. Any wake up call about this one guys? Let me know your thoughts.
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@ONLYHOPE (189)
• Philippines
28 May 12
hai Don't be sad,life is just like that,if it's not meant to you it will not be yours, Time will tell and come, right guy will come unto you just look like a thief , i mean to say it will come unexpectedly.. Move on my dear,cheer up be your self .
• Pasay, Philippines
28 May 12
Hahaha.. that's for reminding me that time will come because I was just waiting for eight years to tell him so; and it was since High School that I'm fascinated by his silence wits and guts. Oh, well.. talking about another years of waiting for a great timing. Maybe you're right. I'll disappear again for good then get to the point to him when a good timing comes. Is that what you mean? Please do respond. I really need your answers. Thanks.
@ONLYHOPE (189)
• Philippines
28 May 12
have a lovely day
@ONLYHOPE (189)
• Philippines
28 May 12
hai it's a BIG NO,for disappearing again and then get point to him again when good timing comes..NO my dear...I mean to say when going back to the past that he rejected you, you should move on and do not tie your self and heart to him, for 8 years, imagine that then he just rejected you, it just because he truly feels is just a friendship between you and him,even it will repeat the event again still ends that he will rejected you,because he is honestly with he's feeling, he's a good guy also because he didn't take it as advantage unto you, he respected you.. Have a nice day
• Philippines
28 May 12
Take it slow don't rush things. Me, I had also a crush on a girl and like her very much. I realize that taking things too fast might scare her away. Or she might be overwhelmed of what's happening. In my past relationships, I have rushed things quite a bit and have confessed to girls when I liked them. This time I thought to myself, I'll just develop my friendship with her and see what happens. Maybe you should do that too. Friendship can also grow into romance.
• Pasay, Philippines
28 May 12
I kinda agree on that part... okay so I should continue making friends in this guy more. No BS or such commitment thingy. Will do then :) But how about the thoughts and such? Come on; maybe there's a better way for me to get a hold of myself. I'm ALSO overwhelmed here -_-") Maybe keeping communication counts and should I drop the seeing thing on this guy even that he did ask for sometimes? Let me know how you can help me then. Thanks.
• Philippines
29 May 12
Yes, communication counts. Don't avoid him. What's the reason to avoid him? because you can't get a hold of yourself? You're really head over heels with this guy. Tone it down and it should be him showing interest in you. Maybe you can show him signs that you like him. What is his reaction after knowing that you like him?
• United States
28 May 12
Good for you, making the huge confession! I'm sorry you got rejected, but at least it didn't ruin your friendship. I notice that what he said didn't close the door completely on the chance of a relationship. That's a good thing. The best you can do is to try to put the whole crush out of your mind and concentrate on being a good friend. Maybe he'll open up and you'll get together. Maybe somebody else will come along. It's okay to have optimism, but do think realistically. He said no for the time being. Maybe you feel a little crushed and confused, but doors are still open for you.
• Pasay, Philippines
28 May 12
I'm still unsure if the whole "concentrate on being a better friend" will works if I'm still seeing him and me being guilty about myself of why in the world did I say that to him anyway. And now I'm feeling that it will never going to be the same; even if he still sees or texts me. I have this kind of dilemma. And can you let me know if there's someone else better along? LOL ;) Happy mylotting more :)
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• United States
28 May 12
Well it seems to me that's he's still trying to keep the friendship intact by still seeing and talking to you. If you feel guilty about it, then you've just got to quit judging yourself. I know, I know... easier said then done. As for when or if there's someone better coming, well you'll know it much sooner than I will! Go out and meet some new guys! I can't see who's another good guy in your life from here.
@ryanong (9665)
• Vietnam
28 May 12
Wake up and don't dream more about that guy. He told clearly that you guys are friends only and you should face it my friend. I think better you should go out, meet another man ..with the time, i think you can find your right man...don't worry about it, there are many nice men out there, don't dream of that guy anymore...
• Pasay, Philippines
28 May 12
I KNOW! AND how am I going to convince myself? Any more descriptive advice from you, friend? Like should I stop seeing him even that he still sees me? I mean; we're not on the same work but sometimes he's setting up a meet up with me in a mall just for lunch and such! I hate it.. Advice everyone?!!! **I apologize for those sentences. Please don't mind my choice of words; I'm on panic and THAT'S FOR SURE**
@ryanong (9665)
• Vietnam
30 May 12
I am very sorry if my comment makes you are angry. I really wish a best thing to you only.
28 May 12
From the sounds of it this guy isn't as emotionally mature and ready for a relationship as you are. Personally this would put me off him a little as the last thing you want in a man is immaturity. Having said that you have two real options. You can either put your faith in the fact he will eventually change his mind and come around to the idea of a relationship with you and therefore make the most of your friendship now and bide your time. Or you can cut your losses and spend a little less time with him and realise that whilst he seems like the most amazing person at the moment there are plenty of other guys out there who will want to be with you, with no excuses.
• Pasay, Philippines
28 May 12
Thanks; at least you gave me an idea how to relieve my delusional thing with this scenario (and of course; I'm honest accepting the fact that I'm also hurt at some point that I can't be his girlfriend for the time being due to his incompatibility with me). Like sometimes; most can lie that you have a relationship whereas he's seeing you as a friend only. Sigh... We'll see how it brews as friendship is concern with our ties. thanks for sharing your thoughts and happy mylotting.
28 May 12
continue to be friends with him if you really like him that much, keep up your relationship and maybe try again later in the future, maybe he'll have a change of heart!
• Pasay, Philippines
28 May 12
Yeah, maybe that will work :) Hope so.. but how do I control myself of not being disillusion by what we have as friendship and not a relationship? There are some points in time in which you're also caught in a thinking that you maybe existing tgether for something mutual and such...argh,,, crap. Thanks for your advice. I WILL continue being a good friend for him; of course I don't want to burn bridges with him though. Happy mylotting!
@sheen13 (567)
• India
28 May 12
HI resy21curapika! :) Firstly, you did a very good thing confessing about your love towards him! It would have been silly if you wouldn't have done that because you had a crush on him since your high school! Umm... certainly you shouldn't be losing hope. Right now, that guy rejected you but you still are friends and you should be happy about it. Because there are some guys who don't accept to be in a relationship and later on don't even like to remain friends. As for now, you should remain calm and try to understand him. Might be as he said, he may not be ready to be in a relationship. And as I said, you shouldn't lose hope. If you truly love him, you should try waiting for him, who knows he might realize your love for him and becomes ready to start up a relationship with you. Or you can even try moving on and try to find another love. :)
@airasheila (5454)
• Philippines
28 May 12
good day resy21curapika, with reference to your post, i do admire you for the acceptance that you have showed. it seems that you just take the situation as light as possible. well, maybe it is better to have the friendship rather than having nothing at all. at least you can have a simple relationship to start on.