Almost cried today

Either of my babies are really high risk it's just that the growth they just stop growing out of now where and they don't know why. They will be growing and growing like normal and then the next thing you know nothing for weeks or days. Both are healthy and fine just means that in each pregnancy I have after having my daughter means that I have to be watched closely. I always tell people you never know what will happen you just need to relax. I feel I"m in good hands and as long as they are not worried I"m not worried. I'm not worried about my son I wasn't even worried about my daughter I just knew things would be okay. I have faith that my son will be okay. I just go day by day. but i never know when the ride will be over know that I"m in the third trimester.

I never said I was worried. I"m not worried about my unborn son. I said it's no surprise to us that he is on the small side and that they want to see me more often now that it's the end of my pregnancy. The same thing happened in my first pregnancy and I wasn't worried then either. I never lost a child no where did I ever say that above. My daughter was born at 35 weeks healthy as can be had no issues with anything medical with her. She is now 16.5 months old's I was crying because of those happy memories of when we left the hospital with a new little baby and that pretty soon we will be doing it all over again. I hope to reach my goal to 36 weeks but most likely I probably won't. It'll all depend on my son's size he is a little bit bigger then my daughter was at this point in the pregnancy but not by much. She was a 4lbs 7oz at birth and her cousin he was a full term baby and he weight in at 4lbs 9ozs. In general I'll probably always have smaller then what doctors want. It just means I'll be seen more often and probably at the end of pregnancy been seen my a high risk doctor. I wasn't sent over this time for small baby it was his feet that my doctor wasn't to sure about because she doesn't deal that kind of stuff so she wanted a second look done by a better tech that has a better ultrasound tech. The tech said that yes his feet was indeed inwards more then normal but it's probably just the way he is laying inside of me but they will have a better idea after he is born. But over all he will not need any surgery to correct it since the bones in his feet and legs are fine. Which I've said in another discussion before this one. I was just crying because this pregnancy is almost over with. I'm at 26 weeks 1 day now and this hole pregnancy has gone by pretty quick unlike in my first one it was slow probably because I had nothing to do and now I have one child that I take care of all day long by myself while my husband is at work. Toddlers can be a handful and sitting still is not on there agenda.

See I don't cry over that at all. It wasn't seeing my daughter or her being there or anything. Yeah she is a toddler but that wasn't way I was crying. I was just crying because of the fact that this pregnancy went faster then my last one and before I know it I"ll have two kids to deal with and not just one any more. Time for my daughter has gone by pretty normal not slow but not fast either.

Why would I worry every pregnancy is different no two pregnancy are every the same. I haven't had a couple. I"ve had one pregnancy before this one, so that is only two which isn't even a few. My daughter and son are not big they are far from big. My daughter was a small baby she had to be delievered early by induction at 35 weeks because she just stop growing nothing was wrong with her or me to cause this to happen. I just happens some times where baby's just stop growing so it's better to deliver them early then to wait because they will do better once born. Now yes the same thing might be happening now but enither the high risk doctor or my doctor are worried. I wasn't going to the high risk doctor this time for growth issues at all. Last time I was. This time was because my son has inward feet which all babies have but they are turn inward more then normal. They said that it was probably nothing just the way he is laying and if his feet are still to inward after birth that it wouldn't be any major problems it'll be an easy fix like boots, which is what my husband had as a child. So you read the post wrong. I never said I had two kids already I only said I had one and that I was having another. because if I had more then one already I would have mentioned the other child's age. I just have one just my daughter and now I"ll be having a boy in September. I wasn't crying because my daughter is getting bigger it doesn't bother me that my daughter will be two pretty soon. It doesn't make me cry. Like I said above what I was crying about was the memories of being there last time since the last time I was there was when my daughter was born and I hadn't been back in there since the day we left with my daughter after she was born.

It's not the time about my daughter that I'm talking about just the pregnancy it's just crazy to think back and go oh wow it wasn't that long ago I was here for a totally different child and now I'm here for my second its just like well surprise. I don't get emotional that easily, going through my daughters clothes or pictures and stuff it doesn't bother me. This year for her it's gone by pretty slow but not fast it was in between it wasn't like wow she is 1 now going on 5 just. It does feel like yesterday I just had her but that was because it was just a little bit over a year ago it doesn't seem that much time has gone by for my nephew at all.