Love is longsuffering...

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Hello, everyone here. It is said that true love burns the deepest, but leaves the deepest scars. (Not sure who said it.) But, anyway... In every relationship, I have seen and been in, one wrong thing done can change how the other person looks at you forever. I am talking about my relationship with my Filipino girlfriend. Over the last few weeks, the same few I had been gone doing other things I didnt want to do, our relationship took a turn for the unforeseen due to my stupidity. Without getting into details, I will say that my jealousy is what caused her serious pain. We have a mutual friend, and she loves joking with him. He is a great guy, and I know that he would never try and take her away from me. At the same time, I see her joking as flirting. He and I talked about it, and came to the conclusion that he had done no wrong and neither had she. But before this understanding, I freaked out... I normally am pretty easy going, and mild mannered. It was the words she said to him that got me heated. I just sent her text after text telling her how unfaithful she was. And if she had a heart, she would see how bad it would look to her if I told a single woman the things she told our single friend. I took her pic off of my FB page because I was serious about being done with cheaters. I was not going to look back...until he and I talked. He had known her longer than I because they met, as friends, in the same christian dating site. So I believed him when he told me she was just a jolly gal... Ok, So, I was a jerk, and now I have to pay the price. She now thinks I am a little crazy and may need to understand Filipino culture a little better. Meaning that they are naturally a happy people, and love being friendly to everyone... I am just happy that she loves me, even if I am crazy... but there must be some way I can show her that the crazy she sees is just for her... And maybe I should send her some flowers? What do you all think?