-------Best-Friends-or-Love------

India
July 9, 2012 11:21pm CST
A-girl-in-my-office,-reminds-me-my-coffin. ----How-My-Present-lasts---- searchin-future,-hiding-the-past -I'm-dyin,-my-eyes-are-fadin.... --hair's-loosin,-loosin-the-goal, ---loosin-my-heart-&-loosin-my-soul. -It-is-bad,-seems-to-me,-THE-BEST, I'm-not-invited,-own-home-pretends-me-guest. -I-feel,-kneel,-pray,-wanna-come-out-of-my-grave, my-belongings-waitin-for-someone-to-save. ---with-faded-eyes,-I'm-watchin, ---with-blurred-sight,-I'm-waitin..... ---that-girl,-reminds-me-my-coffin. # -Decades-past, --------I'm-addicted-to-loneliness, stooped-dreamin,-quited-to-guess... -I'm-not-waiting-for-anyone, neither-did-found-by-someone. -Ghost-are-my-new-friends,-tryin-to-pretend, like-a-dead,-burnin-to-sun,-didn't-get-a-shed. -To-her,-I-tried-to-play,-even-lied, but-how-the-dead-will-die..... ---Watchin-that-girl,-reminds-me-my-looses-&-wins, ---Watchin-that-girl,-reminds-me-my-sins... that-girl-of-my-office,-reminds-me-my-coffin. ## The-way-she-walks,-talks-&-dress, I-really-feel-suppressed.... -The-day-I-saw-her,-wanted-to-be-her-hero, after-years,-I'm-not-anything-except-zero. -Somebody-must-think-before-i
1 response
missjahn
@missjahn (4574)
• Philippines
10 Jul 12
you mean the girl who was your lover and your friend was the reason of your grievances? if so, it is really normal in love to be failed for nothing is perfect in this world. if that thing or love is not meant for you, there is really nothing you can do about it. accept it even how hard it is. overcome the situation and see you can have another love and happiness. there is no use in crying over a spilled milk. forgetting and forgiving are not the easiest ways to do but these are the wisest scheme to follow not to hurt yourself. don't be bitter but try to recompose yourself.
spyboysatya
@spyboysatya (148)
• India
26 Apr 13
I guess this thing works, really. But how to ignore the side-effects of failure. People whom i know always talking about the weekness I've shown to her, they never let me see my strong area, and she was one of them to guide me towards the hell, by stopping me everywhere and on every walk and finally she walked from my life leaving behind all her pain, grief and emptiness, cause the first thing she let me do was to make me disconnect from rest of my world, tried to make me feel that she is my world now....and no doubt she was...I beleived that we are never ever gonna separate even how hard we try, we'll be like elastic, the more u pull it, more tension will be created, I was feeling that tension, but was a fool, was not able to see the future...and now am living that future...Grievance = suffering inside without knowledge...