I felt so sick and tired of going to work now a days

thanks though i've done doing it been out of town and been with friends watch movie and eat out even went on swimming the few months and it makes me feel more tired. What i need is just a total vacation just at home and sleep coz i feel restless and not because im just trying to be lazy there just come a time that people become so tired working and doing all things non stop and need a room to rest. if you didnt feel it then good for you.

Oh, i see. The take your time to relax and take a rest. I hope you will be more active soon...

Thanks when i returned to work today i feel so refresh, maybe because i miss my job

your right, if theres too many bills to pay and other expenses and as long as theres job available we normally grab it like i do to earned a lot though after months of being like that i just realized how tired it was and that the money i was earning either big or small is just the same thing happened(nothing left for savings) coz i have big income i normally go out and spend a lot though if i have small nor just enough income it will only goes to bills and other expenses though cant go out coz theres no extra money for it. Maybe i become so tired thinking of no savings after those hard time, probably changes in our company system or probably i just become so tired with life doing work and spend and nothing left for saving then work again and so on and so forth, like no ending but i know life is really like that. im glad coz today i was able to talk someone seniors than me at my work and she explained to her thinking why she still in the company for a decade now and im glad coz atleast it gives me courage to be back on track again and enjoy working. she said to just maintain a positive thinking and that forget the work when going home so i will not be tired thinking of the work.

yes thank you actually i really need a tap in my back and let someone told me that its alright, its all up to my daughter actually coz if i were to choose i really want to rest like a total rest from this world(no kidding) i know im not sick but after all the bad things happened to me i become so tired already specially now that i've been working like a robot, i just realized that people really need rest sometimes, i never used my vacation leave yet coz our company right now is very strict coz of so many who got resigned for work due to our department is nor being handled by a new manager with different system. Though i need to wake up everyday for my baby since a single parent. You might wonder why i asked to be retired from this world though i know theres a lot whose lying in the hospital right now asking for health to live long though i really cant help but say it coz im so tired with all aspect of my life now so maybe thats why. Though of course i still want to live long for my baby.

yes your right, i am still lucky to have my job as a lot trying hard to find one yet they started with a lower salary. I was able to talk to seniors at my work, sh used ot be my mentor when i was a newbies then she saw me when i was about to go home and she invited me for coffee first since its also our rest day and we talk a lot, she said its been months that we didnt see each other coz she have different shift schedules and shes with newbies and she was so tired giving them new information and details. Most of our seniors already left and im one of those that she can talk with a lot of things, i told her that i become so tired with work and planning to resigned then she told me shes been with the company for a decade now and she never had any problem with it coz she was just thinking that in every company theres really a change that need to make besides if she will also resigned then its also a new system and new company she will work with which is more difficult to adjust than just few changes within the company, she also told me that i should at least think that changes is for the better to keep the life of company long than be gone.