it is all about the boy
By missjahn
@missjahn (4572)
Philippines
July 26, 2012 5:07am CST
there is a fireman that i admired so much even until now. but he is working at a far place. he was once mine and vice versa. but i know it is my fault leaving him in vain sometimes way back before for i have no choice. we never met personally but we decided to have a relationship (wee). hoping to meet one another soon when i already graduated in my college course. after deciding to stop it (the relationship) we had a confrontation via email. i changed my number so that he cannot contact me at all. we both said sorry. so, it was being ended like that. i still can see him in facebook and still liking him. but it is no use at all. i do not know is is he is having a girlfriend for his status in there is still single unlike before that it was complicated (haha). longing for him still.
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@Raine38 (12387)
• United States
26 Jul 12
The go for it, girl! :) Just kidding. Since you can still connect with him through Facebook, why not try asking him if he's still available? I see nothing wrong with that given that you guys used to be special friends before. Do you want to keep on asking what-if? Even if he says he's not available, at least you knew, right?
@missjahn (4572)
• Philippines
26 Jul 12
lols ;)
yes, i can still reach him through fb but i don't want to initiate some motions that might lead to something else. i am afraid to tumble his world again and mine. there is no more i can offer aside from longing his calls and texts and such. i'l just leave it to be like this until the fate would come along; if we can be at the end or it is really impossible. a long story to be told why such so i just leave it like this for the moment.
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@musicloverfriend (1465)
• India
26 Jul 12
you should decide strongly if you want to be with him or not.. you should be serious,, why did you stop? what was wrong in the relationship? It is not sweet to play with somebody's feelings.. 
@missjahn (4572)
• Philippines
26 Jul 12
it is not really easy to play with somebody's feeling but i am not playing his. i am serious, of course. you know i do not know the total him for we are having a relationship virtually and through phone. he cannot even give up his position to transfer here to my place because of his work and me neither because of my work and of my education. gosh, it is not simple as that. and there is one great reason behind why i should stop our relationship.
it is very hard to risk.
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