A yucky feeling to one's self

@simonelee (2715)
China
August 14, 2012 2:02am CST
I remember this feelings when i was still in University. We had a discussion and suddenly i remember something and i feel bad and yuck to my self. I can't definitely describe the feeling but it affect my entire day. I feel embraced for my self and can't identify why i feel that kind of feeling, a yucky feeling. I don't know if it's a regret feeling, an arrogant,self-centered or a low self-esteem hit me. Does anyone experienced the same feeling? A Yuck that you can't actually describe?
7 responses
• Philippines
14 Aug 12
I am curious about the discussion you had what have you remembered. I guess I haven't experienced yet what you've experienced. I don't want to feel yucky against myself. Maybe I'll lose confidence if that will happen. Happy myLotting.
@tetris15 (539)
• Philippines
14 Aug 12
Same goes here. Can't comprehend what is "yucky" with oneself.
@simonelee (2715)
• China
14 Aug 12
It was a Psychiatric Mental Health we tackled and it came to a point our professor mentioned the "yuck" feeling we sometimes feel to our self. I thought i was the only one who encountered the "yuck" feeling. Forgot the term though. Anyway, i can't find the right words and term to explain what i feel at that time. I'll get back to you if i can put it into words. Already expected readers will get confuse. This discussion is vague actually. But, thank you for your time Angel and Tetris.
• Philippines
16 Aug 12
hello simonelee, i did not feel that yucky feeling,maybe acceptance of what your are is the best thing you can do,think always positive that you are the best of all.
@simonelee (2715)
• China
16 Aug 12
Err! I regret those stpd childish actions i made. I hope it won't happen again. I feel disgraced. Acceptance? Maybe i was over confident at that time.
@jennyze (7029)
• Indonesia
16 Aug 12
Yeah, I have this feeling, till now whenever I remember that one occasion because of my stupidity or my naivety... I can't describe the happening but it really make me feeling disgusted at myself till now...
@simonelee (2715)
• China
16 Aug 12
Finally someone understand what i mean. Can't express it into words.Same here. I guess "disgusting" is the right term. Thanks. I feel stupid and ashamed for acting that way.
@toniganzon (72279)
• Philippines
14 Aug 12
The only time i had that yucky feeling was when i was suffering from amoeba infection about three weeks ago. As regards to what you're having right now, I had the same unexplainable feeling though i don't call it yucky. It was just like I have a burden and though there's none, I feel incomplete, empty and there's something really missing and nobody could really make my eyes twinkle out of happiness.
@simonelee (2715)
• China
16 Aug 12
Amoeba? That's another story. I had an Amoeba along time ago and it's so yucky that you need to stay in the comfort room for entire day. What you feel is different from mine but i do know what you feel, a feeling of being lonely that you think no one cares and loves you. Don't look for someone will make you complete but instead enjoy and appreciate what you have.
@Raine38 (12257)
• United States
14 Aug 12
I'm not really sure what exactly you mean, but maybe I think it is close to this feeling of being embarassed of yourself? If that is similar to that, I haven't felt that about myself. I can just imagine how terrible it must be. Although I don't feel embarassed about who I am, I do felt embarassed on some occasions on what I did. I get embarassed by the act, not the whole person.
@simonelee (2715)
• China
16 Aug 12
Yup! Embarrassed and disgusted of my acts. I was young, careless, insensitive, and irresponsible at that time. Glad it didn't happen again. I really regret those acts. Shame on me.
@Shavkat (137221)
• Philippines
19 Nov 12
I was traveling to an isolated area, riding in front of a shared automobile with the local people. A man at the back seat puke at my back, fortunately I used my jacket's hood. It was winter during that time, I can't bear to clean up the winter jacket. So I just left it in my old flat.
@abitcurious (1422)
• Philippines
14 Aug 12
Like angela, I'm also curious as to what made you feel this confused. But I've been confused about something a lot of times. Usually this happens when I feel something that's I'm not supposed to feel about that thing. Confusing more? For example: I'd be offered to eat the best chocolate cake that everyone, I mean everyone, have ever tasted but I can't say the same for my slice. Or if I felt proud for something that I'm supposed to be ashamed of.