A yucky feeling to one's self
By xio shi
@simonelee (2715)
China
August 14, 2012 2:02am CST
I remember this feelings when i was still in University. We had a discussion and suddenly i remember something and i feel bad and yuck to my self. I can't definitely describe the feeling but it affect my entire day. I feel embraced for my self and can't identify why i feel that kind of feeling, a yucky feeling. I don't know if it's a regret feeling, an arrogant,self-centered or a low self-esteem hit me. Does anyone experienced the same feeling? A Yuck that you can't actually describe?
7 responses
@angelkarah050182 (4980)
• Philippines
14 Aug 12
I am curious about the discussion you had what have you remembered. I guess I haven't experienced yet what you've experienced. I don't want to feel yucky against myself. Maybe I'll lose confidence if that will happen. Happy myLotting.
@simonelee (2715)
• China
14 Aug 12
It was a Psychiatric Mental Health we tackled and it came to a point our professor mentioned the "yuck" feeling we sometimes feel to our self. I thought i was the only one who encountered the "yuck" feeling. Forgot the term though. Anyway, i can't find the right words and term to explain what i feel at that time. I'll get back to you if i can put it into words. Already expected readers will get confuse. This discussion is vague actually.
But, thank you for your time Angel and Tetris.
But, thank you for your time Angel and Tetris.
@gracepadirog (201)
• Philippines
16 Aug 12
hello simonelee, i did not feel that yucky feeling,maybe acceptance of what your are is the best thing you can do,think always positive that you are the best of all.
@simonelee (2715)
• China
16 Aug 12
Err! I regret those stpd childish actions i made. I hope it won't happen again.
I feel disgraced. Acceptance? Maybe i was over confident at that time. 
I feel disgraced. Acceptance? Maybe i was over confident at that time. 
@simonelee (2715)
• China
16 Aug 12
Finally someone understand what i mean. Can't express it into words.Same here. I guess "disgusting" is the right term. Thanks. I feel stupid and ashamed for acting that way.
Same here. I guess "disgusting" is the right term. Thanks. I feel stupid and ashamed for acting that way.
@toniganzon (72538)
• Philippines
14 Aug 12
The only time i had that yucky feeling was when i was suffering from amoeba infection about three weeks ago.
As regards to what you're having right now, I had the same unexplainable feeling though i don't call it yucky. It was just like I have a burden and though there's none, I feel incomplete, empty and there's something really missing and nobody could really make my eyes twinkle out of happiness.
@simonelee (2715)
• China
16 Aug 12
Amoeba? That's another story. I had an Amoeba along time ago and it's so yucky that you need to stay in the comfort room for entire day.
What you feel is different from mine but i do know what you feel, a feeling of being lonely that you think no one cares and loves you. Don't look for someone will make you complete but instead enjoy and appreciate what you have.
I had an Amoeba along time ago and it's so yucky that you need to stay in the comfort room for entire day. What you feel is different from mine but i do know what you feel, a feeling of being lonely that you think no one cares and loves you. Don't look for someone will make you complete but instead enjoy and appreciate what you have.
@Raine38 (12387)
• United States
14 Aug 12
I'm not really sure what exactly you mean, but maybe I think it is close to this feeling of being embarassed of yourself?
If that is similar to that, I haven't felt that about myself. I can just imagine how terrible it must be. Although I don't feel embarassed about who I am, I do felt embarassed on some occasions on what I did. I get embarassed by the act, not the whole person.
@simonelee (2715)
• China
16 Aug 12
Yup! Embarrassed and disgusted of my acts. I was young, careless, insensitive, and irresponsible at that time. Glad it didn't happen again. I really regret those acts. Shame on me.
Glad it didn't happen again. I really regret those acts. Shame on me.
@Shavkat (140934)
• Philippines
19 Nov 12
I was traveling to an isolated area, riding in front of a shared automobile with the local people. A man at the back seat puke at my back, fortunately I used my jacket's hood. It was winter during that time, I can't bear to clean up the winter jacket. So I just left it in my old flat.
@abitcurious (1422)
• Philippines
14 Aug 12
Like angela, I'm also curious as to what made you feel this confused. But I've been confused about something a lot of times.
Usually this happens when I feel something that's I'm not supposed to feel about that thing.
Confusing more? For example: I'd be offered to eat the best chocolate cake that everyone, I mean everyone, have ever tasted but I can't say the same for my slice. Or if I felt proud for something that I'm supposed to be ashamed of.
