Did someone broke your heart?

My heart - HE just broke my heart and show His unconditional love.. out of brokenness i appreciate HIS LOVE..
Philippines
September 14, 2012 1:02am CST
This past days.. I faced many struggles but i'm not minding it too much because i'm looking forward for that one day i set for me and HIM... I'm so excited and expecting so much to go to a place we called the place Hope Mountain.. where i want to spend my time with my creator before i will celebrate my birthday... as that day is fast approaching i'm looking forward to it excitedly... i booked a room... hoping that i will go there on time.. i got out early from work.. but suddenly the money i'm expecting that day was been delayed and worst i don't have enough money to go home because of that confident that i can get the money i expected to have... i text for help but i feel that the circumstances are not favorable to me... so i decided to go home walking.. while walking i can feel the pain as if my heart is breaking.. i want to cry out loud but too many people to hear.. so i stay silent while walking and thinking what is the purpose of this Lord.. I will not go there just to do nothing.. i want to spend time with YOU alone!.. that's the cry of my heart and mind... when i arrived home i went to our comfort room and poured out everything.. i cry a lot without a sound and my heart is aching.. i don't want somebody to hear it... but after all i realize that God is just doing something in my heart.. when i go out from the comfort room, one of my friend talk to me over the phone and pouring out her problems and everything... my mind is shouting "i have a problem too" but i keep it on myself and lift her up and encourage her... i know my heart is in pain but there's another one that is in pain and i need to help her... we end up that she was encourage and as i encourage her God is encouraging me too.. So God break my heart to appreciate His love for me.. i know and i believe all things work together for our good... "Broken to be blessed" Who break your heart? share your story.. God bless you.
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@surekharathi (14146)
• India
18 Sep 12
Everyone breaks my heart because I have no heart I transferred my heart to my husband heehehe.... I said him take care of my heart because you have two and I have none. You are right we feel bad if we want to say something to our near and dear and they not ready to hear it. Dont cry my friend you can read my funny discussions I wish you will laugh.
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@chiyosan (30184)
• Philippines
27 Sep 12
oh wow! this is really something that you have put it? Its so sweet and i think it kinda is very selfless of you to have given your heart to your partner. I hope everything goes in your favor and may you always both be blessed! :D
• India
14 Sep 12
Well, I faced this trauma some five years back. There was this girl whom I loved for more than six years and one fine day, she went missing out of my life. I wouldnt want to discuss too many into that. But it hurt me like hell. I felt numb, blank and it was much worser than just pain. But then the feeling sunk in and I got back into my life. I cant ell you one thing for sure, there are almost no pain that time cant erase.
• Philippines
14 Sep 12
oh so sorry for that.. but you know maybe God will give you the best one.... just wait patiently. it will just come. "Forgive and forget" then move on... good thing that you're now back to life... I suggest if you really want a happy relationship.. you pray for that and ask God's wisdom... God bless you.
@subhojit10 (7375)
• India
14 Sep 12
Well sorry to hear about your heart breaking story. Well i have never been into any relationship but my heart has been broken several times thanks to the double faced people that i come across in my life. They have had been so nice on face initially but when they are done with their work they have given a deaf ears to me which hurt me very hard. These people are surely gonna be punished by God someday in their life. What say?
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• Philippines
14 Sep 12
Oh... I know God has something great for you.. if that people hurt you.. be thankful because these will help you grow stronger... just know that God is always there.. our sorrow will be turn to joy... Just be open to understand every situation because you cannot please everyone... but you can please God... :) whatever circumstances we're going to experience whether bad or good.. let's be thankful because it all happens for a reason search that reason out and you'll understand... it's normal to be hurt and to cry.. but we not not dwell on our emotion.. have the faith, have the courage and have that Jesus in your heart.. Don't think of revenge or even pray that God will punish them because you'll never know.. God wants to bless us all.. our hurts, pains and brokenness but have the fruit of repentance... God bless you.
@riyauro (6421)
• India
14 Sep 12
I have been hurt like that many times when we expect and don't get what we get. I know god has blessed you to still have faith in him and your are made even stronger in the Lord. I am happy for you. I do the same, when i am heart broken or anything else, i can't share it with anyone. I have walked home and walked long distances because I did not get what I was expecting but still standing strong. God Bless you too. Thanks for sharing and have a wonderful day ahead.
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@Raine38 (12257)
• United States
14 Sep 12
I have my heart broken a lot of times, too many to count actually. And I also did what you did: I silently cried to God, I mourned for my saddened state and after that, I felt a bit better. I realized then that after pouring out my emotions, I can now be able to think clearly and fresh. I also began to realize who are really the people who stand by me through think and thin, who really does love me, and who really care me. I think that's one of the reasons why we get hurt, so that we may appreciate those around us that are always there.
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@aimuel9 (17)
• Philippines
14 Sep 12
well sorry for what happened..i think God is just giving you a trials how faithful you are to Him in any circumstances...
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@chiyosan (30184)
• Philippines
27 Sep 12
I have had my heart broken, yes by my own father - because he left us - he left his family for another woman. The second time i had my heart broken was when i gave my trust to an ex boyfriend and i had come to know that he had cheated on me with a married woman with 2 kids. He had even brought her to their home and his parents knew about "them". Which is why i was all the more broken those days because it felt as though his whole family had planned on really leading me on to believe their son was all good of a person. But hey, as you have said, everyone else is or could be fighting a harder battle. We just do not know but we are strong ones, with God we know we would be able to get through anything at all, and if we go through a lot of things, we become stronger, we know we need to help others as well and pray for them...
@JohnRok1 (2051)
15 Sep 12
Can you spend the fare money you saved on a new pair of shoes which you were needing anyway?
• Philippines
18 Sep 12
Hi JohnRok.. you know.. i thank you for the declaration... indeed someone gave my a beautiful pair of shoes even if i'm not asking for it.... Just so blessed and so heart whelming how God works in my life with all the surprises and everything i received in my birthday after all the walking and crying moments.... :) I smiled when my boss gave me a pair of shoes i remembered your post here in our discussion... God bles you.
• Philippines
16 Sep 12
Hi JohnRok.. :) I don't mention of needing a new pair of shoes.. I just don't have that fare because of some circumstances as i stated there.. but anyways that experience increased my patient.. God bless you
@JohnRok1 (2051)
17 Sep 12
Yes, Simple-Joy, but if your payment was delayed, rather than just cancelled, you must now have some money at your disposal that you would have spent on the fare had you been able to. And with all this walking, I think you will eventually need a new pair of shoes.