Cleaning up my PC files and found a folder of stuffs about my ex! awwwwwwww!
By meowchie
@meowchie (992)
Philippines
September 23, 2012 11:26am CST
Was browsing my PC files, when i suddenly noticed 1 folder named Tom-is-love. My ex's name is Tomislav lol.. So I opened it since it has been a year of our break up already (sept 14), I honestly couldn't remember exactly what's inside.. Then I saw photos of him, our recorded phone calls, his recorded MP3's for me, my recorded MP3s for him(messages & me singing lol).. Saw some MP3s of our favorite love songs, saw some screenshots we had while chatting on Skype..Saw his siblings photo, his kitties too..Saw our videos when we were still the dynamic duo of an online billiard game..I saw some word docs of translations - he was a Croatian and am a Filipina :D we'll we met online last March 2011 and became on til Sept 14..LOL why am I so into long-distance rel?.. xD well anyway getting back into the topic..When I saw all of these, I just felt..Awwwwww!!
Why am I so sweet?
And oh..I even made this video for us :$ Buddypoke application at Facebook and I made it into an animation..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zedteVxIEBw
I just kept it on my Ytube channel coz I've exerted effort in it.. For me it's a masterpiece whether we're on or done..
Just made me realized how in love i was to him before.. :$ uhmmmm
Hope i wouldn't cry to sleep tonight..
Bye :] am off to dreamland..zzzzzzzz Catch ya all tomorrow my dear MyLotters :)
smack!
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5 responses
@kitmurphy (81)
• United States
23 Sep 12
This happens and it is hard sometimes to look at that stuff. I know that I still have a few things left on my computer from an ex that we broke up a while ago. But I will say one thing, your animation stuff was really cool. Keep any other stuff that you animated and decide what you want to do with the rest. If it hurts to see or look at it trash it
@rog0322 (2828)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
24 Sep 12
Hi friend,
Nice profile you have there, I wonder why the breakup, I hope you've got over it for now. I can see, you have, having the guts to delete the entire memories of that relationship. It's one way to move on.
I do erase all tracks of past relationships, serious or fly-by-night. For me, it is one exception to the rule of by being unable to look back and never getting to one's goal. Once out of sight, it's out of mind, so to speak. It's is a huge baggage to carry, the emotional memories of what has been, and to keep on thinking of what could ever be.
Few friends from way back do ask me if I remember that one or that one. My answer is simple: I remember the girl but I don't remember the feeling anymore, to paraphrase a popular song.
@meowchie (992)
• Philippines
24 Sep 12
We we're on a long distance rel. We also have age gap, he was 21 and i'm 25.. We actually didn't worry about the gap at first, but there came a time when his mom wanted to see me..asking me when am gonna visit them etc. Which I think isn't right. So I said it should be him visiting me. Sad to say- He's still studying ,that's when we realized how age difference could be an issue. We we're ok that week, I thought we were working out. Just when I woke up 4am and saw an sms of him breaking up. I immediately checked FB via mobile.. And found out he broke the FB relationshp when I was sleeping. YEah he decided all by himself.. I hated him much,bcoz in the 1st place I was never interested at him. I have never been a fan of Long-Distance Rel. but he made it so true to believe O.O
btw,his SMS goes like this : (broke my heart)
I love you and respect you too much that I don't want you . getting hurt. You are very special and you deserve something real. I think I can't let you wait for me,for your precious time will be wasted. I will always remember you.
See..still makes me teary whenever I remember that :'(
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@WakeUpKitty (8691)
• Netherlands
23 Sep 12
Interesting... as I understand you forgot how much you felt for him once? Weird how time can change a person.
@Raine38 (12387)
• United States
23 Sep 12
Awww, it is natural to feel melancholic when you're looking back to those times when you were so in love and happy with a special guy. Of course it all depends on how the relationship ended, but you can will yourself not to shed any more tears for him. Moving on is a process. You don't get there overnight. You have to go through all of it to heal and love again.
Good luck!
@meowchie (992)
• Philippines
24 Sep 12
thanks for reminding. I know it wouldn't be possible for an overnight. I even had this blog post before , "why is it easier to fall in love than to fall out of love" .yep still remember the days, and until now it feels like it was the happiest rel. I had. That's what I need to get over with for me to complete the process of moving on . (sigh)
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