I was like an opened book to him
By alina
@swissheart (6482)
Romania
October 10, 2012 3:07pm CST
he always told me I was so closed in myself, so untouchable and cold. I tried to open up to him and what did I win? he broke my heart when he decided to leave me for a manipulating bit**. she said I stole him from her...I didn't do any of that. instead when he was with me she kept begging him to come back to her, manipulating him. now he left me...I try to stay strong. but it's so damn hard. one moment I"m ok...the next moment I brust into tears..
4 responses
@kokomo (1867)
• Philippines
11 Oct 12
Yes, in the beginning you will burst into tears.Of course that is very normal for the broken hear ted.But in the process of moving on, little by little, all your tears will be worthy for you will learn a lesson by those awful experience.Just always put in your mind that "A rainbow will appear after the rain."
@WakeUpKitty (8694)
• Netherlands
10 Oct 12
Perhaps you open up too late? Perhaps you had a very good reason not to open up even you were not aware of it yet? He left yo because of a manipulating ... Sorry but I don't buy that. He left because he wanted to. It was his decision. Who says he did not use her as an excuse to walk out? It is easy to blame someone else. But it was you who had a relationship with him. You can't blame someone else for breaking up your relationship. If you two would have been sure of eachother your relationship would have been strong enough. Nobody, manipulating or not, would have come in between of you two. So it was just not ment to be and I think you knew that from the start. That is why you did not open up. So next time trust yourself, your instinct even if you don't understand at the moment why you react like you do.
@swissheart (6482)
• Romania
10 Oct 12
this is exactly what pissed me off...he started blaming me because I was too cold when he really cared for me. he didn't care for anyone except himself. jesus I can't believe how stupid I was to think he was different. I don't blame her for anything. I blame myself for being stupid
@Aja103654 (5646)
• Philippines
12 Oct 12
cry it all out, just let it out, if you bottle it up it will only hurt more.
the both of them were mean. don't involve yourself with them anymore. the best revenge you can do is be happy, glad that you didn't get to stay with a guy who can't even decide things properly and so easily manipulated.
