Feeling a lot better now
By shylade
@shylade (3132)
Philippines
November 22, 2012 3:17am CST
After almost 4 days of not being active here, I am finally back. I can't seem to write anything except the last post I made. I poured my emotions there. I am torn and stressed. I can't seem to think right and even my blog readers can feel that I am emotional down. For the past four days I am quiet just reading and thinking, I feel a lot better now. I don't want this negativity eat me. Everything has a purpose and that this too shall pass. I am not totally okay. I still have this little pain in my heart. The truth is I just gave in with my mother's request. I will give her money to my brother but not the amount he wants. For that, he stopped bothering us all and on Sunday my husband will fetch my mother. I hope there will be no problem anymore. God is really good. I am praying that my brother will realize that it's not only about money. I am also praying he will not learn his lessons the hard way, after all he is still my brother. I still have this little hope in my heart enough to still love him after all he had done to us and our mother.
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6 responses
@fatlex06 (895)
• Philippines
22 Nov 12
HI there. Yes, that's good to hear that you are feeling much better now than the past four days. I don't really know exactly what had happened between you and your brother but I am also hoping that it will be fixed soon. And I agree with you, that life is not just really about money, I hope he will realize that. The best thing to do it to pray for him, ask God to guide your brother in the right way. Have a great days ahead with your mom. 
@shylade (3132)
• Philippines
24 Nov 12
I am praying that he will finally see what's really important in life more than the money. It is really a touch situation when money is involve and that a person is really hard to comprehend. But I know God will never test us if we can't overcome such. Thank you for the response.
@Angelpink (4035)
• Philippines
22 Nov 12
It will make you feel better if you learn to accept people , understand situation and learn to forgive others and yourself. Never hold grudges . You would feel your spirit and soul are at peace. It is so beautiful to live a life where there are no unresolved conflicts. Have faith in yourself , faith to God and all will run smoothly in your life.God bless your family friend !
@swetify620 (302)
• Australia
22 Nov 12
God is great! try to forgive,if God can forgive us why can't I?try to ask God presence
@Mavic123456 (21898)
• Thailand
22 Nov 12
Welcome back. good to hear that you are okay now. Yes but make him realize that .. and make him know what point you are at. He might just be thinking you want to keep it for yourself. He still your brother and yes a good prayer will fit him. Good luck
@shylade (3132)
• Philippines
22 Nov 12
Yes, I am firmed with my decision because I want him to learn his lesson. I also believe that prayer is powerful and God sees everything. This happens for a purpose and eventually my brother will realize that his family is very important. Thank you for the response.
