I Paid It Off

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I just decided to pay the last large amount off that I owed the hospital for my hospital stay and operation in July, it was quite a very large amount to start with but I didn't want to be reminded of the bad time of it month after month after month anymore. I will just be even more broke than usual again but I guess it will just take a lot off of me physically, too wondering if I can pay it the following month after month the way things have been going. I'm not sure if I feel depressed or feel like celebrating, I have so many mixed emotions about it. It is a draining kind of day for me as well as the rest of the week, my emotional being has been on some really lows again after the holiday went so well. I was expecting to have some problems on Thanksgiving so much that when I didn't I was still depressed afterward cause that is what I always feel like other times. Do you ever get the post holiday blues? Would it make you feel happy or sad to finally pay off a very very large sum of money you owed, as in over $20,000. :( I'm not getting anymore bills from the hospital now aside from that too for the doctors and such, so I do hope it has all ended for me now.