What makes me upset again today.

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One of my ex coworker have upload our pictures during our work in Monterey.It once a happy job I have ever had.Even the salary is low and they do not used the regular standard.But all my coworkers are all fun to be with. We have a good bonding.Except that they mixed with stealing with the company.I thought it's only gossip I heared For I know that they can't do that as what they used to tell too.But they have different style of stealing group by group . by individual.And I since I have been raised with fear of God and I strongly believe in karma.I work as an honest and very hardworking employees even almost all of them are lazy and do not work when the boss is out.Whenever I confront them as sometimes it affect the sale of the company and they don't even care.I myself believe even they don't give our benefits it is not answer to not to work and do foolishness against them.for me If they are irresponsible company and in exchange we become irresponsible employee too. Then who is right then? we are all the same colors then.That's what I always tell them and they do not listen to me. and later since one of them doing against me but I still control my patience then. Then when I am already suspicious that even the sales they are stealing.Then I informed the owner anonymously to make a background check.I do not put my name there. As I don't want the owner to praise me nor my co worker to think that I am doing this so that I will be promoted.I am doing this because I wanted to control the management their wrong doings.But then later i FOUND out even the husband of the owner of the shop is also have his own stealing and that is with our superior. then I found out almost all of them knew what kind of stealing they have done. and I was the one whom they are avoiding of.That company was almost leading to bankruptcy.to make the story short, since my coworker who still steal and those who are stealing with our male boss,I am no longer happy and cannot work with them knowing their evilness so I decided to resigned to that company . and after a few months on this company was closed till now .I miss my co-workers I miss our bonding.But it hurts me that they fool me saying they are honest and do work right.They know how tough my life is,BUT i stay honest for I always follow my conscience. and they have more good life than me but what have they done. Affects not only them but me because I love my job especially that on my age it's hard to get a good job too as there is age limit here. Seeing this old photo remind me the happiness and sadness they have made me.So I don't know if I already have move on. I know I have accept it already.I am no longer mad to them for what they have done yes I got mad to them because being fooled by them is really unfair with me because i haven't done nothing wrong against them and I don't deserve it to loose job.. but the bad feelings now that I am browsing our photos is still there.or maybe because till now I haven't find a good job which is much better than that. I also don't make friend again after that. What shall I do.