Stop the Comparison! I am not HER!

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I happened to crossed path with my ex-boyfriend again. We talked, YES and spend some time together. I am quite in the good mood, eventually, feeling nothing with the sudden reunion. Eventually I can say, I am being successful in moving on that I am not much affected of him unlike before, whom I used to be panicky whenever he's around me. It just startle me when he finally spoke about that girl whom he chooses over me that's why now he's already my ex. Suddenly, my mood changed when he keeps on telling me that I am far different from that girl. "She's pretty. She's slim. She wakes up early for my coffee. She didn't have to be told to arranged my stuff. She doesn't complain. She's gentle and ladylike. She's far more better than you!" That's what he meant for every single word he dropped over me! You know that feeling of wanting to punch him in the face? I really love to do that to him that very moment for the fact that I don't deserve any of these comparison! Even a single bit, I don't deserved any of his words towards me that very moment! And yes! I am far more different from that girl. I am not that pretty but I am a true friend. I never pretended to be someone whom I'm not; being kind and all of that when in the end, a backstabber! Yes! I am not gentle and ladylike for I am frank and straightforward! I don't have to do such demurring acts just for my ex to like me again; being so pretentious when in the end, a total flirt! Yes! I am a complainer because I know my limits. I don't want people to abuse another people just like you abusing me before, that's why I complain and complain and complain; and also I am not the kind of person tolerating people to be lazy! Yes! I am not slim but I am proud to be a chubby girl of my family. Besides, Its not a hindrance for me, as long as I am happy with what I am and who I am; size/weight;height, any of that doesn't matter because I am happy and the people who adores me loves me for what and who I am! And yes! I didn't woke up early to brew you coffee but I definitely fought for you when my family is against you! I defended my love and you from them for us to be legal which that girl can't do to you! Up until now, you're waiting for that girl to fight for you, right? she tells you that she loves you but can't commit to you and let you wait? and can't post pictures of the both of you and you're expecting her to fight for you? Oh common! So now, I really can say that she's better than me! Really better! Pardon me for sharing this Mylotters. I just wanted to blurt this out for me to be at ease. Now, I can say that I don't have to stress myself with people like them, when eventually I am already over it. It's not my problem anymore I know, but him comparing me to that girl when we're already over was such a stupid move of him! I just can't help myself! But definitely I can say, that both of them deserved each other, right? :)