When To Take My Valium
By MoonGypsy
@MoonGypsy (4605)
United States
March 24, 2013 3:49pm CST
tomorrow i go to the doctor so that i can have my MRI for my foot. it's hard to believe that i am literally going to be stuffed into a wall. i am so anxious about this that i have had panic attacks. i get up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat. i have nightmares about being buried alive. that's just what it's going to be like tomorrow. i am going to be buried alive for a while! who was the one who thought up this procedure. didn't they know that people who feel apprehensive about being stuffed and locked into a wall?!!!? sigh. i can't wait until this is over with. the doctor sent some valium to my house for the procedure. i am supposed to take it sometime before the procedure, but i don't know should i take when i leave the house or when i get the doctor's office. sigh. i don't think i will be able to go through with this procedure. they are going to try to stuff me in that wall and i am going to freak out on them and back out. i just know it.
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@MoonGypsy (4605)
• United States
24 Mar 13
that's what i think i am going to do. that way, i am well and f&^%ed up before i get to the office.
@wolfie34 (26770)
• United Kingdom
25 Mar 13
I am so sorry you are feeling this way my friend, there's not a lot I can say to comfort you, or soothe you with platitudes, all I can say is to be honest with them and tell them exactly how you feel, no one can force this upon you, it's your decision, your body, your choice. My thoughts are with you.
