I am Feeling Kind of SAD
By Heradog
@Heradog (33)
United States
April 26, 2013 2:15am CST
Hello everyone. today was one of my bother birthday. and I don't see him as much as I like but I lefted a voice mail --didn't answer his phone.. and I also left him a note on Facebook..
I really and truly love my brother.. we have different dads.. and he has a sister from his dad one that he hadn't sen in 33 years.. when his dad die he was 6 1/2 years old and today his is 38. Anyway he met her with me and my mom and her other two sister"s . I know this is so dumb but boy.. i probably shouldn't be writing this but tear are rolling know my face..
he like her post and not mine.
I guess he is trying to tell me something. I don't mean the like post but he has gone and visited her and hasn't come and visited me.. I am just so sad.. my family is just so messed up.. oh.. thank you for letting me vent.. I guess I just needed too.
6 responses
@fatimaobien (156)
• Philippines
26 Apr 13
I understand how you feel. Your brother is lucky to have a sister like you who love him unconditionally. Don't get tired of loving him. He will surely love you in return someday. Heard of the story how a drop of water can break a stone? No matter how hard a stone is, drops of water continouslly fall on it, it will be broken someday. Be strong and keep on loving.
@Pegasus72 (1898)
•
27 Apr 13
Venting is good, and I know just how you feel. I was adopted and even though my parents loved me very much, my brothers from my mother's first marriage never really gave me the love that I gave them, and to this day I talk to their wives more then to them, not because I don't want to talk to them it is just they talk to me while they don't.
@jenny1015 (13366)
• Philippines
26 Apr 13
Give it some time. Maybe he feels he needs more time with his sister now. Try sending him another message after a few weeks and tell him what is in your heart.
@ryanong (9665)
• Vietnam
26 Apr 13
Don't be sad. you love him and you show up your feeling with him in his birthday. guess he received your message.
Don't compare you with his another sister, don't be sad if he haven't spend much time with you yet, so that you will be happy since you love him, do care him.
In my family, i lived abroad for some years and i know my brother is closer to my sister than I, but i don't care much about it, i till love him and love his sons as i love my sis and her daughter.
Be happy, Hera.
@Raine38 (12257)
• United States
26 Apr 13
I'm sorry to hear this about you and your brother. But we will never know what's running in his mind or what he's feeling right now about you. Unless of course you talk to him. I suggest not to wait on his move, make the first move and initiate contact with him by way of a visit if you can. There are some things that are better said face to face.
