Anxiety the new social destroyer.

United States
August 15, 2015 7:01am CST
As of lately, I let my guard down. Try my very hardest to walk among the living, while my soul is left drained and dead. My own shadows won't respond to the whispers. Even the drops that caresses my face only to come out empty tears. The common sense to be respectful to only be proven we all live in fear. Afraid to close my eyes I can sense hell approaching nearer. The bond of what was once called friendship barely is music to my ears. I shut myself out, close every door as you disappear. No regrets to live by. Just a box of conscious memories smothered in our dreams. If my arms could reach just a warm embrace, would set me free.
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@MeeRoy (19)
• Guwahati, India
15 Aug 15
almost 90% people feel the same as far as I think. Anxiety is killing dreams and enjoyment every moment.
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@writerjo (2544)
• Chennai, India
15 Aug 15
Well said @MeeRoy
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@MeeRoy (19)
• Guwahati, India
15 Aug 15
@writerjo thanks!
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@writerjo (2544)
• Chennai, India
15 Aug 15
@MeeRoy Welcome
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@allknowing (130292)
• India
16 Aug 15
You have already taken the first step and that is to realise that you are where you are. The next step will not be difficult. Just one step at a time. Tiny goals set to be achieved. What would your first tiny goal be?
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@allknowing (130292)
• India
16 Aug 15
@CandLand420 You are doing it right. I wish you will
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• United States
16 Aug 15
My goal would be enjoying the value of self love!
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@excellence7 (3647)
• Mauritius
17 Sep 15
I have been victim of panic-attack during my stay in Kinshasa last year. The scratch of a monkey in captivity and the injection given in a small private hospital, which was in a deplorable state, made me feel anxious of whether I got infected with any virus. This troubled me for days and other stressing elements that came into play magnified my anxiety. I felt that I had panic attacks while in office. I could barely focus on what I was doing. But slowly I managed to move out from this psychological condition.
@cherigucchi (14879)
• Philippines
16 Aug 15
Cheers my friend. Channel your thoughts and emotions. I will pray for you
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• Hyderabad, India
16 Aug 15
When life brings you to the floor,they say it's the perfect time to pray. Every emotion has a purpose. Things will turn around soon and you will understand perfectly what made you write this. cheers ;)
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@writerjo (2544)
• Chennai, India
15 Aug 15
@CandLand420 I could understand that you are in a Negative Atmosphere .. Come out of all the past .. Thank God for all you have now .. Don't worry about the things you lost in your life .. Think Positive .. Whatever it may be ... Interact with myLot members ..as @MeeRoy said anxiety kills dreams and enjoyment of every moment ..
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• United States
15 Aug 15
Why im reaching forward and toward people more positive. I want my heart to laugh not cry. No shame in being myself without the pain.